Baru-baru nie, saya ade buat blood test. Ye la..dah nk bersalin nie.. Macam2 la kena kan?
The blood result dah kluar.. tp saya tak pergi lagi jumpa doctor..Appointment pun tatau bila.. Am a bit afraid la.. Nurse kt clinic tu dh call... Cakap mcm2 ade dalam darah saya..
Harap2 semuanya tak effect kt si kecik dlm perut nie.. sian dia..tak salah apa2 kan? Tunggu je la next appointment nanti..
Doakan saya ye kawan2!!
EH.. belum lagi... belum... Saya kebizian sekarang.. Kt office langsung takde masa nk update cerita2..padahal byk saje cerita yg boleh ditulis..
Later ya!!
Got a lot of things to do at work. Sampai lupa nk submit MC to my TL and apply kt system. Sampai kena sound la jugak. Hohoho.. Also kena sound sebab tak fill-up Tenrox lagi for this week. Double!
Dah la I batuk macam apa.. Owh ya.. my TL oso batuk.. so we kinda berduet.. ni I tahan2.. takmo batuk bersaing2.. ekekeke..
Lunch tadi I makan beriani ayam and teh o ais... ups.. can't help it lar :D since the weather is too hot. OK blame the weather pulak..
Am thinking of going to pasar malam later with Mr hubs and Faruq. Faruq panggil Paser (mama dia la mandai ajar ajaran sesat.) It is nearby his babysitter's house. Ingat nak beli loads of ikan bilis. Nak goreng simpan stok awal2. Kot terberanak. Ade la lauk. Sementara nk call mangkuk tingkat.com tu. Tatau diorg cover Puchong ke tak. Tak sempat2 nak call.
Lepas tu nak beli rempah2 mandi tu skali and periuk batu tu. Senang standby awal2. Saya ingat nak berpantang sendiri je. Malas la nk susah2kan org. Harap2 semuanya ok.
Ok dh start batuk bersahut2 balik.. Hadoi.. sakit dada den.
Last yesterday's nite, I couldn't sleep due to coughing and stuffy nose. Dah la tu tekak rase berduri2. Rasa nk jolok je pakai tangan. It was like, bila nk lelap je..batuk-batuk. Mr hubs pulak refused to give me even Strepsil sebab dia kata perlu consult doctor whatsoever dulu.. Hadoi...Last2 tu (time tu dh dkt 4a.m), dia bagi jugak I sebijik. Baru la tertidur. Lps tu harus la tak boleh bangun. Badan macam sakit2 la itu la ini la.
But, I still bangun coz have to prepare Faruq for school kan? Mandikan, bagi dia koko krunch+milk for his breakfast. Then siap2 kan dia. Then, I told Mr hubs, I can't go to office today. Tak larat betul rasa badan. All I need the most is resting in bed. We planned to go for my routine checkup pun today, tapi ingat nak pergi petang, but since I nak ambik MC patut terus pergi pagi tu.
At first I don't mind to drive to Bandar Puteri to go to clinic alone. But tak pasal2 sentap, sebab Mr hubs suh I pergi sendiri to ATM if I don't have enough cash. Imagine je la, one preggie lady, nak pergi bank lagi, dengan demam2. I terus naik atas and baring2. Tension beb! In my mind, I was planning to go..let say afternoon session. Nak rehat dulu la... plus I got RM200 with me, takkan tak cukup kot?
So Mr hubs took Faruq to his school. Baru nak lelap, dengar his car was entering our home. Pulak dah balik!! He naik atas and told me he took EL. Pulak! Baru nk catch-up my sleep.
Since dia cuti, terpaksa la I siap2 then pergi ke gynae earlier. I was lucky coz Mr hubs booked for the appointment. So sampai2 takde la nk tunggu berjam2.
Dr Loo gave me more medicine for my throats and stuffy nose and normal supplement. He scanned the baby and told me that she's in ggod position, kepala dah turun, and according to my tummy size and shape, I'm already in my 32weeks, and the doc asked me to get ready. Anytime bebeh! (Takut). Baby weighted 2kg, and all OK, Alhamdulillah. He took my blood for some sampling and gave me admission letter, in case nk beranak, senang katanya!
He adviced me to go to Sunway Medical Center instead of Columbia Asia, coz he told me, there were a lot of complaints bout CA already... Hmmm tatau la. He then adviced us to checked on SMC, price segala. So, Mr hubs suggested us to go there after the session.
Since we both tak breakfast lagi, We went to Sunway Pyramid first. Nak makan Papparich. Am kinda like Papparich pulak dah sekarang. Mr hubs didn't allow me to drink any cold drinks and ordered hot honey lemon for me instead. Hish! Baru nk order Milo dinasour. Kekeke.. He even bought pure honey+lemon from the booth inside SP. We then went to Parkson to buy prezzies for Reyaz and Feeya, Senang. If Faruq were around, jangan harap nk belikan orang lain.
Lepas settle semua, then we went to SMC to find out about delivery packages and all. Takde package pun. Deposit 2k, normal from 4-6K, C-sect from 6-8K, emergency C-sect boleh jadi berbelas2 K.. pengsan! If deliver during public holiday, tambah another 1k. (Yang nie kena tanye awal2, coz ade private hospital yang charge double during public holiday.) Must be aware. Single room dia ok, got 2 options; standard and deluxe. Ish2.. nowaday, nak beranak pun kena ade RM, kalau tak pegi jek la govt hospital. I don't mind actually, but since Mr hubs company covers maternity and check-up bills, harus fully utilize kan? :P
Balik je dah around 3pm. Pickup Faruq then balik. I managed to take a nap..tapi kejap sangat..dua beranak tu bising..hish.. So malam tu, I cooked sambal ayam, goreng a slice of senangin dgn goreng bayam with udang. Berselera kami makan eventho nasi lembik sket..but me suka je nasik lembik. Feeling2 baby sket.
And, yup malam tadi constipated again. Adoi la nie.. bontot sakit sampai skarang..duh! Malam pulak coughing jugak like mad. Until Mr hubs bagi lagi Strepsil, then baru boleh tidur. Nak bangun tadi, my left leg pulak cramped. Adoi banyak benor dugaan. Elok je cramp baru la siap2 then nie... counting times to go back.. Tapi harus lambat coz Mr hubs yg hantar.. huhuhu~
Tengok tak Biggest Loser Asia? Huhuhu.. Kevin dh terkeluar!! Tak patut tau all former Blue team nie.. Ikut sgt alliance tu.. Sian dia. He deserved to stay longer. Dah la low self-esteem sumer. Mmg patut Kristy tu emo..Me pun berdouble2 emo. Tak pasal2..
At the very first episode tgk dia, terkejut!. Dengan badan semua mcm menggelebeh, dagu lagi la.. dalam hati, "Memang patut pun dia nie masuk."
Masuk Biggest Loser Asia, he managed to lose byk jugak 43 kilos within 11 weeks. Bagus betul.
Takpe hope, he will continue his weight loss journey outside. Imagine je la dia citer, air yg dia minum Coke and air manis saja.. Tak minum langsung air kosong. Pizza boleh makan 8 boxes for supper katanya. Donuts and all sweet treats tu sumer mmg his favvy.
Kesian dia taww.. tp it's just a game..huhuh.. go go Kevin!!
Kevin is one of the largest applicants to The Biggest Loser Asia and one of the bravest. Kevin found the courage to audition even though he had not left his house in the daytime for 5 years now because of his weight. Kevin's father and brother are also morbidly obese and he thinks it high time that he gets a new lease of life.
Kevin says, “I don’t have a job, I still live with my parents and I never had a girlfriend. When I look into the mirror I see a little boy who has been fat all his life, I feel like I’m still stuck there and my real life has yet to begin.”
Kevin has been overweight since he was a child and had to take his own chair to school. He says that being overweight is tough and he finds it difficult to endure the ridicule of others. He feels trapped in his body and powerless to change.
“It felt like I won the lottery when I got the call,” Kevin about being chosen for the show. He says he already feels like a winner. Finally, he has found THE motivation to do something about his massive weight.
creditted to http://www.biggestloserasia.com/index.php/contestants/index
Semalam, pagi-pagi lagi dah bangun, around 7.30am sebab kepanasan and my stuffy nose plus itchy throats kept me awake.
Turun bawah, tgk2 Mr hubs tak switch off pc, terus la kemas kebun, cafe semua. Hehehe..Then baring kejap kat katil. Oh ya, Mr hubs dah bawak turun katil single, so senang la nanti confinement.. tak perlu naik turun tangga. Tgk jam dh dekat pukul 9.
I misscalled Mr hubs coz dh janji nk breakfast kt Mcd kan? Hehehe..sungguh malas kan nak naik atas. so misscall je la.
We gerak pun dh around 10am mcm tu. Si Faruq la.. buat perangai. Sabar.. sabar..
We went to Mcd yg baru lps tol Rm1.60 tu. Ok la tak ramai org except ade satu Chinese family nie ribut sket. Biasa la tu kalau dah ramai2.
Faruq happy la dpt beli toy and he was given pencil box dari org Mcd tu. Dua lagi. Huhuhu..
Lps makan, Mr hubs beria nk tgk showhouse 16 Sierra sebelah D'Alpinia tu. I insisted cakap, diorg still on holiday. Tapi kesian pulak dia. So kitorg pergila.. since dh dekat pon.
Bukak pulak showhouse dia!! Interior sgt ringkas tp menarik jugak, and nampak rumah tu besar la kalau compare D'Alpinia yg semi-d. But D-Alpinia byk built-in interior tu yang nampak sempit tu. Panas ya ampun time tu...
Balik je, I terus kepenatan and kepanasan. Imagine la kalau preggy the heatiness tu jadi double..campo hot weather smlm, jadi triple. So I just topless je kt rumah, pakai maternity pants and bra jek. :P (Sila jangan imagine..) So baring2 je kt katil single tu..dan2 tertido.. Dah lama tau tak tidur siang..lama gak..Mr hubs kata dlm 2jam lebih. Siap mimpi2 lagi..ntah apa2..
Bangun2 terus menggelabah kelaparan. Mr hubs dgn Faruq pun sama lapar. Tapi diorg tak kejut since tgk me tidur mcm penat giler. Sampai Mr hubs tanye, " Awak tidur mengerang2 kenapa?" Lately nie kan I demam, so tidur mesti mcm mengerang. Kalau malam tu, Faruq mesti kejutkan I. Mr hubs slalu sibuk dgn game dia, tak perasan bini malam2 mmg tidur mengerang. Eh ini bukan 'mengerang' yang tu yek? :P Macam meracau2 time tidur. Lps tu Mr hubs cakap, "Berdengkur2 lak tu." Huhuhu.. harus la tidur dgn stuffy nose nie..phlegm lagi..harus berdengkur.. :P
Siap2 then, we off to Bangi. Pernah makan tak kt Village View? Sedap and cepat eventho ramai orang. Kitorang sampai pun around 5pm, mmg takde org la..Cepat je sampai lauk2, and cepat je habis..hehehe..dah kata tiga2 pun lapar.
Balik je dari situ, Mr hubs lak took turn tidur. Faruq dh tidur kejap dalam kereta. So, I yang dah segar nie, buat operasi lipat kain dan basuh kain. Oh ye.. baju2 baby semua dah berbasuh dan berlipat. Senang nanti. :)
Mmg panas semalam. Eventho malam. Ade la hujan sekejap, tapi skit tak membantu. Panas betul cuaca. Rase nk pitam jek..huhuhu~
So result tidur siang.. malam susah nk tidur!!!
Anniversary Eve (28/1)
We both applied leave for 28/1 and 29/1. So on the 28th tu, lepas hantar Faruq ke Smartreader, kami ke Midvalley. Saje jalan2 berdua. Plan nk tgk movie. We decided to watch the Gold Class cinema, tapi tak jadi sebab ade cerita Avatar je. Orang lain berebut nk tgk Avatar, kitorg malas ok.. So we opted to watch Tooth Fairy. Cinema biasa je tp kitorg pilih couple seat. Oklah coz citer yg ringan and kelakar. Kata anniversary kan, harus la tgk citer yg ok2, kang tgk citer perang2, tension lak.
After movie session, kitorg pergi jenguk2 mothercare nk survey barang baby. And of course Dororthy Perkins nk tgk maternity range. Tak byk, but I tak beli pun, coz diorg kata ade lagi maternity range kat OU. So harus la ke situ nanti..
Rasa awkward jalan berdua without Faruq yg suka mengaruk2 tu.. hehehhe..we both ended up citer pasal Faruq all the way. :)
Mr hubs wished Happy Anniversary at 12a.m tepat. Time nie I dh baring pun, coz penat katanya berjalan2..
Anniversary (29/1)
Dengan Faruq sekali tak pergi sekolah. Heheheh..Harus celebrate bertiga. Mr hubs la tak senang kalau Faruq takde. So kali nie kami ke Sunway Pyramid pulak. Ade ke Mr hubs terchenta tu ajak wifey dia pergi Sunway Pyramid. Dgn boyot2 mcm nie.. Harus la sentap..
Takde makna bayar mahal2, then byk benda I takleh naik..
We had late lunch kat Tarbush. For me, Tarbush is the best Mediterranean restaurant, kalau nk compare those yg kt Cyberjaya nie.
For appetizer, they will give you buah2 jeruk or segar with roti ala2 capati tu. Yang nie Faruq suka. Their signature Tarbush garlic sauce mmg yang terbaik. (tapi tak order, coz dua beranak nie tak suka..)
Buah2 and sayur jeruk+ fresh
Roti dgn tangan Faruq..
Iced choc version Arabic (memandai..)
Yummilicious Fasoulyeh
Shish kebab Irany
Makan ala2 Arab, harus bergambar dgn Encik Unta lah!
Harus papa dia kena melayan. Mama tak larat. :)
Faruq lagi..
Lagi-lagi Faruq..
Kepenatan melayan Faruq..
Had my lunch at QThai. So so la coz tekak nie tak berasa lagi. Owh ye.. lunch dgn my twin sis. :) Jumpa Wana & Fiza skali. Dah ajak diorg join, tapi diorg segan katanya. Heheheheh..
My sis nye company tu best. Sbb bos dia Chinese, so today dh start holiday. Melayu2 pun cuti sama. Bestnyee...
Went to flea market tu sekali. My sis la beria nk pergi. Dia beli baju2 dress bundle RM10 each tu. Cantik2 tau. Meh la dtg sini.. saya blh bawakan. Lepas tu dia borong brooch kecik2. Comel.
Pic zaman kecik2..
Gambar time dh besar
Semalam saya drive sendiri ke office. Dah rase ok sket. And rase mcm menyusahkan Mr. hubs jek. Ye la..my office kt Cyberjaya then dia nk ke Shah Alam pulak. And kalau dia hantar for sure saya lambat balik pulak..Tak larat nk menunggu.
Petang tu kami pergi sign agreement apa tah lagi.. related to rumah la..this time dgn lawyer yg bank hired. Di IOI mall. So far dh 80% settle bab rumah. Alhamdulillah.
Dinner pulak, I still tak selera nak makan apa..tekak tak berasa. Mr hubs tingin nk makan TGI Friday. Since I tak berselera and TGIF kan quite pricey, so mcm membazir plak, plus Faruq tak berapa nk suka TGIF sbb ade robot2 kat dalam tu. -_____-
So we opted to Penang Village instead. Food dia ok la jugak. But we were a bit disturbed dgn satu Chinese man nie. He were having dinner with his kids. Tapinya adoi la kiasu giler. Asyik panggil waiter. Segala tak kena. And malangnya we sat beside his table. Sampai I pulak naik takut tgk dia. Penang Village was supposed to be relax and calm restaurant tu jadi mcm riuh dgn suara si apek nie. When his bill datang pun..adoi mak..dia baca satu2 ok dpn waiter tu.. Penat waiter nk melayan.
Lepas makan then balik la kitorg. Faruq sempat pau mainan ntah apa2 kt Jusco..hish.
OK later sambung. Nak pi lunch with my twin sis. Dia dh sampai tu.. bye..~
Tatau kenapa my fever and flu nie berulang kembali. Penat ok sneezing2. Kerja dh la bertimbun..Kalau pegi doctor pun belum tentu dpt ubat..nanti doctor tu ckp.. "All you need is rest." Hmmm.. Cemana nk rest.. bekerja kan?
Apa pandang2? Tak pernah tgk org selsema ke? Hehehhe..Seriuskan muka Faruq..lately nie susah nk snap gambar dia..kekwat sgt...
THIS IS WORTH THE LONG READ PEOPLE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Dew about my wife’s divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
Kesinambungan semalam yg konon2 boleh nk control emosi... duh..
Yesterday after work, I kept on waiting for him to sms/call to ask me whether I'm OK or not and what to have for dinner...tapi.. nan ado..sentap la mak..
Then I pulak yg sms dia..wah elok2 tgh minum and duduk bergebang dgn kawan2 opis dia sementara nk tunggu futsal..terus la I bertambah sentap..dan2 suruh dia balik.. At first he refused.. dh I rase dh terpekik terlolong kt hp, dia balik jugak!!
Balik2 terus menghempas2 kunci kereta bagai..mak lagi tambah sentap kan. Aku ni mengandung, ko ade kisah?? (Ni sebab hormone kot..slalu I tade lak sentap sgt.)
Actually niat di hati nk masak for dinner semalam, ayam masak lemak and sayur (I told you I bought sayur before kan?). Tapi sumer plan memasak ruined. I terus masuk tidur. Dah la demam tak kebah2, sentap satu hal. Dia pulak elok biar bini mengandung tidur dgn perut kosong. Tp sebab I dh kepenatan tidur jugak sampai ke siang.
Kesian kt Faruq sbb kena mengadap mama dia yg mengamuk tu, I biar je hubs settlekan dia. Selama nie I yg buat kan..so merasa la kan?
Tapi deep inside me, I pity him jugak. Kena layan emosi bini yg ntah apa2 nie. Tadi dia hantar I to office. Cepat2 dia bersiap and siapkan Faruq sebab taknak I drive to office. Tapi mmg pun, ni kaki nie sakit sbb cramp malam2. Membawak sampai ke siang. Tadi pagi pun hujan kan. But knowing him, dia mmg tak berbunyi2 sepjg pagi. Terasa sentap jugak nie. Tapi I sabarkan diri.
Sorry sayang sbb kena layan mood saya yg ntah apa2. Maybe I will get better after anak kita nie lahir. Please understand my situation ye sayang. Love you always.
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Sepanjang pregnancy nie mcm2 hal yg I observed. Yang prihatin dan tak prihatin about pregnant women.
Yang prihatin - contoh my lunch buddy, Wana.. today is my turn to drive to lunch. Awal2 dia dh reject coz dia kata dia yg akan drive.. ye la I almost 8 months dah...sarat tu..Dia la yg drive tadi..and teman me to nearest grocery store to buy some veggies for dinner.. Bukan apa..malas nk singgah this kedai near my place.. asyik duk perati perut..rimas la...
Ade byk lagi contoh yg prihatin in my office..kalau turn to toilet..they always give me first.. best. Kalau kena turun bawah nk ambil updates ke apa.. pun dh tak payah..ade saje yg bermurah hati nk ambilkan.. Al-hamdulillah semoga murah rezeki korang semua..
Yang tak prihatin - Mr hubs. -_____- I saje la tanye dia malam tadi..smpai bila org mengandung blh drive kereta. Dia blh ckp smpai beranak.. hoih..tak paham sungguh.
Lps tu malam tadi jugak while I was asleep, few times jugak kaki nie cramped. Kalau dh cramped tu membawak la sampai ke pagi.. Bangun tu I bagitau dia..kot2 dia nk hantar me ke office... Nk pegi main futsal pulak!!!!! I terus diam n turun terus drove to office.. Geram jugak..coz mesti dia ingat I mengada2 lebih.. hmmmphh..
Otw to office he called tanye OK tak.. I ckp je OK then letak terus.. ye la tgh drive..hampir merembes jugak la..tp malas nk ikutkan emosi nie..kang bengkak2 mata pulak kt office nie..
Emosi berjaya diubat dgn grilled chicken chop and yummilicious iced choc I had for lunch... yeay!! :D
Owh..tiba2 rase tak sedap badan balik.. blh ke makan paracetemol byk2 time preggy nie.. I dh minum air bergelen2 dah nk ilang kan sakit2 badan nie..hish...
How sweet when your little one really concern 'bout ur baby bump more than ur hubby? :) Tu la Faruq..really touching..
Last nite, when I wanted to put him to bed, I usually took my bath first then sapu2 lotion satu badan including cocoa butter lotion to my tummy. Faruq pun ikut sama sapu lotion kt kaki. But last nite, he took my cocoa butter lotion and sapu all over my tummy and asked me, "Baby tidur ke mama? Tidur eh baby?" while patting my tummy. Papa dia pun takdenya nk tolong sapu2 nie..
Soo touching. Suddenly I feel sad coz after this baby lahir, for sure I will have lesser time with him. Pagi2 pun dia dh tak berapa nak mandi dgn Papa dia, and insisted to mandi with me.. owh sedih...
I love you so much Faruq Rifqi..and I will never ever leave you alone eventho ur lil sis dh lahir nanti...
Down memory lane.. at Dalila's place.
Budak bam bam mama..
Eventho demam, saya still pergi kerja juga today. Kenapa? Sebab tamau nanti byk kerja tertunggak. Kenapa? Sebab tamau susahkan org lain tolong kerja saya. Kenapa? Sebab takut TL baru....owh itu tipu..he is way better than I predicted. Ok la at least am more discipline now. Ye ye..tadi saya masuk lambat jugak. 9.20. Huh!
I was supposed to join my team for team lunch..tp here I am..on my desk (dh tak sesuai word 'desk' kan? Workstation instead?) I just ordered eat-in lunch yg baru je diperkenalkan di Cyberjaya..Food blh tahan la..just now I had white rice with kurma ayam, kubis goreng and sambal kentang & ikan bilis.. Tekak belum berapa berasa..so just makan utk isi perut n untuk si kecik kt dalam nie juger. Thanks to Wana yg bermuah hati nk orderkan food and ambilkan from 3rd floor. Mak buyung nie tak larat nk naik turun tangga katanya.. Rase blessed sgt coz people here in WK really prihatin kepada ibu mengandung.. :)
Izat just came back from long holiday and bought sone chocs for our team..pun rase tawar...heheh..He also bought bottles of minyak gamat for me..and it's all free..Thanks Izat!! Hish panjang umur mamat nie..time saya menaip para tentang dia nie..dia muncul pulak.. :D
Owh checkup last Sunday sgt2 lama. Bukan check-upnya yg lama..menunggu yg lama.. we waited almost 2hours baru la sampai turn I..dh la demam kan..I just ignored to take any other pills from normal clinic..takut kan..so merana la kedemaman lama jugak nie.. Tapi kalau pregnant, memang susah nk dapat ubat. Ubat2 semuanya mild sebab takmau effect kat baby kan..
I lost 1 kg which is not good for pregnant woman kan? Last pregnancy, my weight tade nya nk turun2.. bertambah2 lagi ade.. :P Tapi this time around, si kecik nie pulak bertambah2. Last two weeks she weighted as 1.2 kg, dat day dah 1.5 kg.. amboi ambik berat mama ye..Kemain lagi dia..dh bertambah2 active skarang..tapi yg leganya, malam saya still boleh tidur. Tak mcm time Faruq dulu..jadi burung hantu..
Faruq sekarang nie berabuk speaking English. I was told by his teacher, he speaks English quite well now.. Tapi I just buat bodoh je..bila dah dengar sendiri..baru tau..
Malam tadi la..after balik dari dinner, I asked him to roam around kat belakang rumah nak tgk kittens. Selalu nya dia terus pergi eventho gelap kan.. nie tak.. tiba2 ckp.. "No way mum, It's too spooky.." Wah terkejut mama dia.. :D
Dah almost 3 days am down with fever and flu. Event yg penting2 mcm yg SIL nye merisik tu pun I tak attend..birthday my niece as well as my best friend's wedding Jep.. dan juga dh janji dgn Diana nk dtg rumah dia pun tak pergi...tak larat sgt...
Yesterday I went for my check-up, and yes I got MC for today and the doc adviced me to rest rest rest....
Doc: You ni tak cukup rehat.
Me: Rehat la Doc. Yesterday, I slept whole day..
Doc: Dah sakit baru nk rehat.. mana nak jalan... must be BEFORE u got sick...
Dush dush dush..terasa tumbukan kt muka..huhuhu...
Later yea kawan2..ade byk nk cerita...tp kena hold dulu..coz me nk makan ubat n nk berehat plus mandi manda... :) doakan saya cepat sembuh..
