Sudah 2 tahun...

Sedar tak sedar dah 2 tahun I kerja kat HTP.. Eventho 2 tahun, BANYAK sangat kenangan pahit manis kat sini...

Masa mula-mula datang interview, memang ingatkan tak dapat. Coz time interview tu hari dah petang.. I duk sebok fikir hari nak hujan.. macam mana nak pergi kat kereta.. boleh? So jawab asal boleh je..One week lepas tu, HR called cakap I dapat kerja tu..

So I start kat situ 3 January 2011 as Documentor. Kerja ala-ala Technical Writer gak la. .Since before that, I dah kerja as Production Editor kat WK for almost 5 years, dah start rasa boring. Being a documentor agak bz time tu coz baru nak define formatting for Online Help and User manuals for client's portal.

Since HTP punye client is govt, so banyak writings in BM. So a bit different la from previous job. But HTP terlampau banyak sangat politik membuatkan I rimas.. and I started googling Jobstreet again sepanjang 2011 tu and dapat gak a few jobs offer, but I kena declined coz time tu hubs ada ura-ura nak migrate oversea tapi tak jadi...

After one year kat HTP, I memang dah bosan to the max. During assessment, I told my boss, I memang nak resign coz dah bosan.. And also because macam takde progress dalam my work environment. I really need changes in my work life..Mula-mula boss macam tarik tali jugak.. at last she offered me to be Lead Trainer. Mula-mula macam takot gak.. lead trainer? Aku nak cakap kt depan pun gigil kot..Fikir dalam-dalam lepas tu I decided to accept the offer. Bila lagi nak berubah ke arah kebaikan? And bila tgk team trainer yang tak berapa nak terbela.. I accept the offer.

I am a bit strict coz for me discipline is the first thing yang kena ada dalam diri kita untuk berjaya. Working with a group of fresh grad trainers agak pening jugak. Budak-budak baru habis belajar, of coz banyak nak kena tunjuk ajar. But, I just go with the flow. Apa yang boss suruh, I buat sedaya upaya.

Ada gak suara-suara sumbang yang mengata kat belakang I. Mengata I pandai bodek boss tu yang boleh terus jadi Lead Trainer. I diamkan aje.. bagi I, if u want to succeed in apa bidang sekali pun, u kena usaha.. tunjukkan kemampuan diri you.. tak perlu nak bodek-bodek.. kena ikhlas..kena jujur...yang penting niat tu kena betul.. baru la every cent u earned rase berbaloi sangat-sangat. Lagi satu, duit gaji tu nak bagi makan kat anak-anak.. If source nya tak betul.. tak betul la endingnya nanti...

As a trainer, I memang travel nationwide ajar users guna sistem baru. Memang pengalaman baru coz for the past 6 years, duk terperuk je kat office. Challenging coz users pun macam-macam karenah. But, I rasa seronok. But of coz, Faruq, Farissa and hubs kena la tinggal. Tu la orang kata, kita takkan dapat semua yang kita nak dalam hidup. Tapi I try to juggle jugak. Nasib baik hubs jenis yang understanding. Faham, I pun nak rasa achieve some goal dalam kerjaya.. Coz ada masa, dia pun travel jugak.

Sesi training kat Akademi Melaka
pic credit to pandumolek

Bilik training

Training kat Kuching

Tu je la kot buat masa nie.. Next week dah start kerja balik.. Rindu kat diorang nie semua...

:)

On the long hiatus..

So soooorrrryyyyy for the longggggggggggggggggggggggggg hiatus...

Loads of happenings but satu pun tak update...

Will update soon..

Will be off for lrt outing sat lagi before my surgery tomorrow.. oh takut!

Challenge!

Will be alone with the kids starting tomorrow as hubs will be away. Hmmphh!! The kids still not well, and I can't really plan my work. Asek2 ad-hoc jek.. So I need to go with the flow all the time. Leceh. Farissa still down with fever, flu & cough while Faruq tak pasal2 sakit perut plak tonight. Hopefully they recover fast.

Si Farissa pulak tak boleh tak nampak papa dia seminit pun. If hubs go upstairs, mesti melaung2 dia panggil papa dia. Kalau papa dia tak balik kerja lagi, sebok tunjuk2 pintu, panggil papa.. papa.. Kalau my hp ringing pon, mesti dia ckp, papa call. Pengsan ler ini macam...

Hubs super rajin tonight. Doing house chores one after another. Petang tadi plan nk pegi maybank treats tak berjaya. Parking kat midvalley penuh sokmo. Gaduh2 then tetiba ke sunway pyramid jugak. Hehehe..And we parked super jauh kt area hotel. Penat.

Now counting the time with hubs before he off to Sabah tomorrow... Dah lama hubs tak outstation jauh2.. Isk..

Still breathing..

Susahnya nak update sekarang nie.. Office ade je internet, but my workstation tu tak berapa nk selesa nak update. Mati terus idea. Banyak sangat yang nk diceritakan, tapi takde kesempatan. :( Isk..

Few random updates:

#1 - Mak kucing dah bawak lari anak2 dia. So I dah tak jumpa si gebu2 sumer tu.. Huwaaa.. Dah byk kali attempt nk carik.. tapi tak jumpa..... Ada la sekali-sekali dengar suara dia...

#2 - Few phone interviews tapi takde rezeki lagi.. :( But ok gak sbb all of the interviews tu officenya kt PJ. Macam susah je nak pergi balik kerja. Knowing that I've already work at Cyberjaya for the past 5 years, dah naik lemak.. Malas nk meredah jam pegi PJ. Takpe.. Allah knows the best for us.. :)

#3 - Gelombang demam kat rumah nie baru nak reda. Seminggu Faruq tak pergi skolah.. and now Farissa still ade batuk2. Kahak tu macam payah betul nk hilang..Lagi one week tak baik, nak bawak pergi paed kot.. I pon dah masuk 2 kali demam dlm this month.. Ntah apa silap pon tatau.. Badan je beso, tapi immune lemah..

#4 - Baru tersedar badan dah naik!! Tapi baru lepas makan nasi for dinner. How? Harap dapat kurus during Puasa. Azam nie!!!

#5 - Things are pretty light kat office. But dah nak masuk tu busy phase kot.. But bab nk kena menunggu macam tunggu kucing bertanduk tu yang tak tahan..Rase nak berenti jek.. but nanti sendiri gak yang takdpt nk bershopping2 sukahati...

#6 - Successfully managed the kids while hubs went for outstation ke Penang last Sunday. Alah sehari je pon.. But tak pernah lagi eh? Satu kemajuan tuh.. Dgn budak2 tu tak sehat lagi. Tapi tetap gigih pergi shopping dgn my sis, Ata on that Sunday. :)

Ermm rasanya tu je kot for the time being.. Nanti saya update lagi.. :)

Demam..

Demam dah dua hari.. Baru je balik klinik. Temp still tinggi.. but now I kat CC. Terasa tua coz majoriti kat sini sumer budak kecikk.. Ah lantak la... Susah tul nk online skang..

Managed to have lunch dgn Wana and Nurul. Happy happy joy joy.. :)

Patutnyer berehat kt rumah.. but takleh coz construction sana sini. Sumer tgh renovate2 rumah. Stress. Dah le takleh online.

Tatau nk buat apa pasnie. Balik rumah ke or amik Farissa/Faruq ke... Coz skang mcm dh jauh. Leceh. Yang pasti akan ke rumah lama melawat kekucings. :) Happy happy joy joy.. :)

Hola!!

Mood dah mai sikit demi sedikit..

Oh hari nie berjaya berpuasa yo! Start of day today tak berapa best. Dpt email error.. Sigh.. Dua plak tu.. nasib baik satu salah sendiri and lagi satu bukan salah saya. Selamat sket..

So tadi balik dlm hujan ribut. Pegi 7E cucuk duit and beli barang nak masak dlm basah kuyup. Kalau pasal makan, mmg gigih! Amik FF dua serangkai pon dlm kuyup. Mama diorg la kuyup. Diorg selamat lagi. La nie pening plak. Isk.

Oh ya, telah berjaya membukak payung baru. Hari tu basah kuyup jugak sbb tak reti nk bukak payung tu.. -_-" Tapi tetap basah kuyup la sbb terkial2 nk bukak payung. Bongoks.

Esok dan Thursday saya cuti. Ade hal especially esok. Hal yg bakal merubah hidup saya. Eh bkn MLM ye.. nanti la kalau dh berjaya, baru boleh bagitau. :D

Doakan saya ye kengkawan/musuh dlm selimut. kekekke