Sedih..

Hi peeps!!

How's the long weekend? Mesti penuh dgn aktiviti... Ada lagi sehari to enjoy.. I'm spending the day today.. batuk2 and tak sihat.. tak semena2... semlm was ok, I even went to open houses, and settling some chores.

Suddenly I feel so sad, bila tengok FB, semua ade geng2 and meet up again and again. I spent my Uni time to take care of my parents and takde masa sgt nk berkawan2. Ade few close friends like Dalila, Jey, Eileen etc but we hardly meet up. Jey is in Aussie, Eileen is in Penang and Dalila dekat je.. but agaknya my fate is like that. Kalau nk meet up ade je aral melintang.. And I got few close friends at WK, Wana, Fiza etc.. pun susah sgt kalau nk jumpa coz of work and ade saje la..

Kat office pun sama, my nature of work avoiding me from berkawan2.. coz nanti conflict of interests. Macam2 la..bila baru nak rapat, either me or my friends resigned or kena pindah etc..

I'm not regret taking care of Mak n Abah.. they are my source of happiness even until now. Whenever I feel sad, I mesti recall back the memories with them. And I smile. But the fact that I can never be with them again makes a huge hole in my heart. :(

To visitor from Seremban. N9.. :)

I hardly got the chance to update my blog recently but.. sometime, I will open my blog just to check on the latest updates of my blog rolls.

And I found this...

 There is one visitor from Seremban visited my blog quite a number of time. Terharu.. To whom it may concern, please email me.. I nak bagi some token of appreciation. please.. adekniza@gmail.com

Sebab gigih membaca blog yg tak seberapa ini. Thanks ye..

Miss her..

She was my best fren at WK and in fact is still my best fren now. She's the shoulder to cry on. We shared a lot together.

Sampai kan ade satu hari tu, (Friday yg I kt PD tu), br hubs stuck in a jam, so lambat nk pickup Faruq dr daycare. She was the one who went all the way downstairs to help me eventho that time dia tgh bz giler dgn keje dia. Rasa guilty coz susahkan dia but I had no choice. She will always be there.

Sekarang terasa sangat coz she's away performing Umrah dgn her mum. This time I admit, I miss her. Ramai je kawan2 kt WK but tak sama mcm dia.


Lama tak jumpa dia.. eventho dh lain office, but we still keep in touch. And mesti try to spend time to lunch together.

Hope that she's ok there. And hope she will find her Mr Right. She deserves the best. Amin.

So long..

4 years.. Quite a long time. But I feel like blink of eyes. I spend part of 4 years of my life here. Since Faruq was 11 months until he is now 5 years old and Farissa was born this year.

Yeah there are loads of ups and down . Mula2 sampai kt office on 11/9/2006, rasa nervous sgt. Takut takde kawan. huhu..mcm mana nk buat kerja.. boss scary ke tak..mcm2 rase.

Until I met this girl, Wana. Sama2 first day. Sama2 training. Sama2 lunch until today. Macam2 yang kitorg tempuh. Kereta Wana hilang, lunch kt Penang house lps tu dua2 purse tak bawak, kereta Wana alarm rosak, lps tu kitorg kena patah balik rumah Wana, using somebody else's car la..kongsi cerita sedih I, kongsi sedih Abah Wana meninggal, my Mak sakit, my Mak meninggal..melayan kerenah I time preggie, stayback sama2, macam2 lagi cerita suka duka. Tak sangka dah 4 tahun kan? Sob sob..

After this, our life will change. I need to start over again. Finding new friends etc etc. Sure takde yang sama mcm Wana. huhu.. haih.. life must go on kan wak?? :( Harap2 awak tak lupakan kita..

With her AD 2006

With her AD 2007

With her AD 2008

With her AD 2009

With her AD 2010

Lepas nie dah tade pergi dinner sama2.. Her attitude is as pretty and sweet as her look. Harap2 awak jumpa Mr Right ye wak... Farissa leh jadi flower girl.. hehehhe..

At office

Lunch

Oh.. I'm sooo sad.. :(((((