Orang lain cuti (mr hubs), saya kerja. = bosan.
Dah la semalam tak bgn sahur!! And I tak minum langsung air masak. Hanya mengharapkan Captain's quencher MFM dgn Iced choc SB saje nie. Air liur pun dah takde. Oh ye tadi masa mandi saya pee pee pun dah mcm kaler iced choc -_-". Haih.
Lupakan kejap dugaan2 di atas. Mari bercerita buka apa semalam. Hehehe. I had erk. ...we had MFM for berbuka di Alamanda. Nasib mr hubs dh booking, kalau nk dtg ad-hoc jek, mmg takde meja.
And acara rutin kalau keluar, Farissa buat biznes, so kena kemaskan. Heheh.. Kali nie mr hubs yg buat coz bini dia mengada plak smlm. Hehehe..
Ini hari nk buka kt Saba Restaurant kt Cyberjaya gak. Arabian theme plak. Tatau ler mcm mana, coz Saba usually full-house.
Lagi selesa buka kt rumah, semayang then lelap. (Kalau si Farissa tak ngaruk la.) Lagi bagus kalau ade org nk suapkan makan, sambil berbaring then tido. Heaven. Hahahha..

Friday, August 27, 2010
Kerja
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Tiga bulan berlalu..
Hari nie genap tiga bulan Mak tinggalkan kami. Rindunya kat Mak. Rindu nk dgr Mak berbual, rindu nk tgk senyuman Mak, rindu nk tgk Mak tercebik2 menahan sebak. Rindu nk dgr leteran Mak. Rindu nk dgr Mak mengaji. Rindu masakan Mak. Rindu segalanya tentang Mak.
Tak dapat nk bayangan Raya nanti tanpa Mak. Mesti tak seronok. Mesti tak happy. Mesti tak bermakna lagi. Semuanya takkan sama. Dari luaran memang saya tersenyum, ketawa. Tapi tak sepenuh hati. Macam ade lubang dalam hati. Yang tak mungkin bertaut. Selepas pemergian Mak yang tersayang.
Tiada lagi Mak yang sibuk di pagi Raya. Tiada lagi sessi makan makan bersama Mak. Tiada lagi sessi percutian keluarga dengan Mak. Dan tiada lagi Ramadhan dan Aidilfitri bersama Mak.
Kadang-kadang rase dunia nie tak adil. Bergelar yatim piatu di kala usia tak jejak 30tahun pun lagi. Sedangkan orang lain masih punya mereka. Tapi mengabaikan. Tapi Tuhan kan Maha Adil. Tetap percaya dengan janji-janji Tuhan.
Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa Mak, cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya, hapuskan lah siksa kuburnya kerana sesungguhnya Mak org yang paling agung. Mengasihani kami dari kecil, mendidik dan mengasuh. Mengorbankan diri bertarung nyawa melahirkan anak-anaknya. Sanggup mengikat perut asalkan anak-anak berjaya dan gembira. Dengan seikhlas hati. Berkat doa mak dan abah kepada-Mu, anak-anak Mak dan Abah semuanya berjaya. Semuanya mempunyai kehidupan yang sempurna. Berkat didikan dan kasih sayang Mak dan Abah. Cucurilah rahmat ke atas roh Mak, Hjh Nah Md Yatim dan roh Abah, Hj Esa b Mohamed.
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| Raya terakhir bersama Mak di Ukay Bistari (20092009) |
Sakit mata plak..
Kat rumah sekarang. Tak pasal2 sakit mata plak. I did feel my right eyes itching and panas. I tot bcoz of fasting. Kurang air ke apa. And I pun ade sinus, gatal2 mata nie mcm dah biasa. So I buat tatau and tidur je. Malam tadi I was so exhausted. Asyik tertidur2 kt sofa sementara nk tunggu Desperate Housewives start. Usually I jenis yg susah nk tertidur merata2 nie. Mr hubs dok kejut plak. Adoiyai.. mengganggu beta nak beradu. Rase mcm heaven betul eventho tertidur atas sofa plak tu. Tidur duduk. Buruk benor.
Bangun sahur, pun rase gak gatal2 mata. Still I ignore je. Tapi gosok2 la jugak. Bgn time siap nk gi kerja, nk berbedak, baru perasan mata dah sepet sebelah. Buruk nye rupa. Jenis takleh nk cover2 nya. So, I sent Farissa to bbsitter and went to nearby clinic. Klinik Putra Perdana. I suka pergi klinik nie coz org tak ramai and doktor dia baik. Ubat2 dia pun berkesan. I menyampah kalau doktor yang tanye, "Nak ubat batuk?" Eh, kalau org dah demam tu, bagi je la. Tanya2 pulak.
The doctor advised me to stay at home je hari nie. So, I kat rumah tgh berpeluh2 nie. Panas plak.
Btw, kalau puasa boleh letak ubat mata ke? Kalau ubat makan mmg la takleh. :P Kena la tunggu buka, baru boleh makan antibiotics dgn ubat sakit mata nie. Harap2 esok dh ok coz I byk keje kt opis tu. Heh!

Monday, August 23, 2010
Monday blues..
Today sangat tak productive. Nasib baik takde urgent matters to attend. Workload so so, but still need to finish my work earlier. Nak raya kan? Hmmm tade mood nk cuti lama, but pity mr hubs plak.
Today tatau kenapa, headache dgn sakit tengkuk, bahu sumer. Rase weekend dah cukup qada' tidur. Sangat tak selesa di office. Dengan kepala berat semacam. Biasa la Monday. Segala sakit kluar la.. :)
I went back at 445pm, dalam kepala duk serabut nk pikir nk masak apa, dgn keadaan sakit2 badan nie. Smpai kt bbsitter's house, I checked my hp. I selalu silent je phone time driving. Tgk2 ade text msg from mr hubs. "Ayang saya dh beli dua lauk, siput masak lemak dgn kari ikan." Terus ringan kepala. Heheheh..
Tinggal tambah sayur je la. I bought asparagus smlm, so masak tu je la. Fried with prawn. Sedap! Mr hubs bought few KDK fans for our new house. Sian dia. Everything is on him. Bini dia nie nama je keje..hehehhe..
Tgk I dh merepek ntah apa2. Monday blues smpai ke malam nie.

Sunday, August 22, 2010
Tinggal kenangan.. sob..sob..
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| Ni kat surau office. |
Rasa sedih..
Dunno why, I feed a bit sad for a few reasons...
1) Raya. I can't imagine raya without Mak & Abah. To be honest, I dun feel like celebrating hari Raya. Malas. I know it's not fair for mr hubs, but I'm not comfortable spending my Raya at his side. Eventho, we come from same state and district, the feels is totally different. Malas nk elaborate more, but I mmg tak selesa.
I just want to celebrate my Raya with visiting Mak and Abah's grave in the morning and push back to KL coz nothing left for me there. There's nothing can make me happy.
2) Nak Raya Mana dilemma. Seeshh.. I hate it! Eventho yeah, my house and mr hub's aunty's house is quite nearby (about 15mins drive), believe me, lagi susah! Lagi better sorang utara, sorang selatan kot. As for me, definitely I prefer to spend my Raya days in my own house. Selesa, got my own room, ade few toilets, kipas banyak tu yang paling penting. It is differs kat rumah Makngah (mr hubs's aunty). I bukan nk merungut. But a LOT of ppl with ony one ceiling fan and one toilet (toilet and bathroom attached together) are not a nice and comfy place to stay with babies. Sangat! Ke I yang mengada. I hate the feeling to be the eldest in family and prefer to be the youngest as I am. Paham tak? Hubs is the eldest dlm family, so I hate to pretend sooo behave and rajin giler nk menolong kat dapur. I love being myself ,where I takpayah pretend baik bebeno. Gitulah..
3)My Mak's maid, Ria dah nak balik kampung, and I dun think she wanna come back here. Susah nk cari maid yang sanggup nk mandikan, bersihkan Mak, sikatkan rambut Mak, siap sapukan lotion kat Mak, malam2 bangun urutkan kaki Mak, with all smiley face. Tak pernah merungut, eventho Mak slalu jugak marah2 dia. Memang she's not really a perfect maid. What do you want to expect, she's the youngest in her family, ade diploma in acc, speaks English well. Tak pernah buat kerja rumah b4 this, but managed to take care my Mak dgn baik and ikhlas.
I offer gak dia kerja dgn I if, she wanna come back here, but tatau la macam mana.. :(
I hope I can send her back kat airport nanti. Hmm..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah. I just got sms from my sis, Ucu telling that, Ateh has safely undergone the surgery and he's doing good. Now dalam CCU, recovery ward.
Hope for the speedy recovery. Amin.

Ateh in OT now
My 3rd bro, Ateh is now in OT, IJN. Buat bypass due to heart blocked. Harap2 semuanya ok.
Semoga segala2nya dipermudahkan. Amin.
He's a GPK in one of Ampang secondary school. Lupa nama sekolah tu. Very funny and when it comes to borak, he's number one. Ade je citer and ade je bahan2 nk citer. And he's a good cook too. I ade citer kt sini rasanya.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Selamba..
I was so tired after went back from office yesterday. But, little Farissa won't allow me not even sit. Mengaruk. -_- I think it's because of her blocked nose. Sgt penat. Sikit lagi nk mengaruk mama dia nie.
Luckily mr hubs arrived. So dia melayan Farissa until dia tertidur.
So I cepat2 tutup mata, nk catch some sleep la konon. Tgk2 mr hubs pun tertidor. Tinggal Faruq je duk leka main games. Dia tu memang. Bagi games, senyap la. Bila I terjaga, it was alredy 645pm and it was raining heavily. Selamba je tidur.
Kelam kabut cari makanan kt dapur. Tot of making jemput2, tgk2 tepung plak penuh kutu. Hish. So, I quickly made 2 mugs of nescafe and bukak kuih raya yg dh diorder for our break fast. Hahaha. Ok gak. Macam selesa. Then sembahyang maghrib. Kalau kat luar mcm kelam kabut.
When the raining dah almost stopped, we went to nearby Vichudda. Pun selesa sbb the rest of customers already finishing their food. So order pun tak lama la.
Before balik kerja, me and mr hubs bz texting each other. Konon nk buka puasa kt Tesco la, Giant la, coz we need to do some groceries shopping too. Apa pun tak jadik. Blh plak tidur dgn selamba and plan bertukar like with the blink of eyes. Bagus jugak coz time tu pun dh pukul berapa. Mana sempat nk shopping bagai.
And as usual Farissa buat bisnes kt Vichudda. We only realized it, when we arrived at clinic nearby. Farissa and Faruq skali check. Faruq biasa la on and off flu, fever dgn allergic apa tah bawah bibir dia. Berkudis. Then dia asyik dok kopek2. Mmg patut pun bwk, coz Farissa pun mmg ade demam. At first mr hubs thought of not taking them to clinic but I insisted. Tgk? Naluri seorg ibu kan? Tahu je anak2 tak sihat sumer.
As for today, both nampak dh ok. But I plak bangun lewat. Mmg takleh la tidur after sahur. Guarantee lewat. Oh we had roti with sausage, cheese and telur mata for sahur. Sedap!
Today's plan mcm tak tau lagi. Hujan2 malas nk berjalan. Lately nie hujan ribut. Takut nk bawak budak2 tu kluar. Mak budak nie lebih2 takut. -_-
Nak citer pasal Home and Livin' Fair, lupa plak nk bawak camera. Bongoks.
Ok later sambung..papai...

Monday, August 16, 2010
Baru sampai..
Baru je sampai (kul 11 lebih tadi) from Home and Living Fair kat PWTC. Penat nak mam. Sib baik mr hubs berjaya bribed I dgn buffet kt Riverside, PWTC, weighing scale baru, mesin air Coway.. (ni nanti citer) and slimming legging. Blh plak kt H&LF ade jual legging ye? Wife sapa le nie, kena bribe BANYAK sikit, terus zip mulutnya..
Budak2 dua org tu dah terbongkang tidur. Sian diorg penat giler jalan. Muka mama dia pun dah masam manis dah tadi. Hahahha..Sib baik Sales Manager Coway tu hensem. :D Ekekeke..
Esok la saya story lagi. Penat tul. Ni tgh tunggu mr hubs tapau kan roti canai utk sahur. Lps makan nanti nk tidur. Malas nk bgn kul 5. Dah le kena gi awal esok. Pengsan.
Ok yek.. Nak main games japs..Paiii...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Puasa Day #1
I cooked some dish before I went to bed yesterday. Managed to cook sambal sardin and buncis goreng.
I woke up at 450am to heat up the lauk and goreng telur mata. Si kecik Farissa pun sibuk nk bersahur. Buntang mata tgk kitorg makan.
Sampai office about 7.55am and I was really busy. Tak sempat nk buat apa.
Just now we went to Param at Putra Perdana. Tak berapa nk best but boleh la. Since mr hubs dh bg green lite to cook only for sahur. So berbuka beli je pape. I lagi suka..Hehehe...
So I buka makan laksa utara while mr hubs makan nasik ambang.
Ni tiba2 batuk plak. Berjangkit kt office la nie. Ramai yg sakit tp gigih dtg kerja jugak!!
Oh tiba2 I mcm annoyed gila kat Param tadi. Ade sorg budak kecik tu. Kena chicken pox!! But parents still bwk lagi ke tempat awam camtu. Dah la kitorg tagged Farissa and Faruq along. Bodo kn diorg nie... Harap2 la tak berjangkit kt diorg..

Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Busy monday
Had a busy day today..erkk yesterday.. I was on EL coz there were a lot of personal matters to settle before fasting month. Nanti letih ke sana ke sini..
Our day started at LHDN Cheras coz mr hubs wanted to appeal for the amount he has to paid for the tax. Lama betul. But at least worth it, but it turned out that he don't need to pay a single cent to LHDN. Uweeee... Then we had lunch at one of Thai restorant nearby. Best gak sesekali dpt makan berdua..
Then we made our move to hunt for the kitchen appliances (hood/hob/oven) at Puchong. Plus, mr hubs needs to go to HSBC to pay for his cc. Then we walked around the area to observe the best offers for kitchen appliances. I let mr hubs to choose coz he's the one who will pay. Nak harapkan bini dia nie? Nan ado lah..Hehehe..
We stopped at HLK Bdr Puteri to see their deals as well coz according to my nephew, he bought his kitchen appliances there. Brand Electrolux with good bargain. But mr hubs still cannot make up his mind. So skarang dalam proses memikirkan lagi. Either Fagor, Fortile, Tuscani etc etc. I pun baru tahu a few brand names. Macam2. For me, as long as kluar api, jadik lah.. I don't mind using dapur yg biasa2 tu.
Dekat HLK, I suddenly (kononnya-lah.. :P) terkenan dekat this one hair dryer. Macam sikat and nampak senang. So, berjaya mengepau mr hubs. Eh murah je. Leh bargain smpai RM85 lagi. Nanti I snap gambar.
Setelah berjalan2 smpai kaki rase nk tercabut, we went back to fetch our kids. Then balik kejap rumah amik barang2 diorg, then gerak ke IOI plak. My reason to mr hubs, kena beli sluar but ayang kena belanja... kekekek...
Sampai sana, spt biasa mr hubs akan bawak Faruq and Farissa ke toys section, sementara I pilih2 sluar and baju. Then bayar2, off to the food court coz I teringin nk makan yee mee hotplate tu. Faruq pun berselera makan. Suka tgk dia makan..
Lps tu, jalan2 lagi. Otw balik tu, dah terbau sumting. Rupanya si Farissa dh buat biznes.. Everytime keluar, mmg harus dia buat biznes ok...hish..
Ni letih betul rase.. but kami berdua still tak tidur2 lagi.. ekekeke...
Oh ya, skarang nie kerenah Faruq betul2 mencabar minda.. Adoiyai.. nanti I citer kt next entry ye..
And anyone ade idea which kitchen appliances brand is the best+affordable? And kipas also.. Eynda, hubby Eynda beli kt mana eh kipas panasonic tu?
Ok la.. Nak tidur..byeeeeee

Sunday, August 8, 2010
Roll over and Farissa
Lately nie, kalau baringkan Farissa dalam bouncer or kat comforter, dia mesti mcm menggelisah. Duk bz nk mengiring. Usually kalau dia nk mengiring tu, maknanya dia nk tidur. Dia mengiring then terus tidur. But dalam 2-3 hari baru perasan, dia mengiring2 then mengaruk2. So, I tried to help her by pushing her butt slowly. Tup2 dia dh meniarap. Terkejut tgk. I let her enjoying the moment. Tapi tak lama la. Dia cepat penat. Hehehe..
But skarang mcm dh expert. Dah boleh roll over sendiri, and bila penat dia akan baring balik. Kemain lagi. But, susah la nk tidur skarang. Coz bila baring je, busy nak meniarap pulak, then mengaruk. Suara dah la kuat. Hoih.
Enjoy pic di bawah. I saje letak dia meniarap kt atas bouncer. Bila baringkan, dia duk sibuk nk meniarap sampai meraung2... I biar je dia meniarap kejap kt bouncer. :)
Cepat betul masa berlalu kan skarang?

Kenal tak buah nie?


Saturday, August 7, 2010
Otw back to KL
After attending the funeral of my late Muksu, we dropped by at her house to visit the family members and relatives. There were a lot of relatives I met after a very long time we don't meet each other.
For instance, my Along (Muksu's first son). My siblings all rapat dgn dia. After a very long silence, dapat jugak jumpa dia. Oh he now staying in Lumut, and his kids all grown up. :)
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| Along yang kanan skali. Dah beruban -_- L-R: Ucu, Ijut, me, Along |
So we planned to eat asam pedas at tanjung for our lunch. My sis Ucu and Ata, my niece, Ijut and her hubs, Eddy joined us. Oh my.. it was sooo delicious.
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| Asam pedas ikan mayung |
| Yummilicious waffle ice-cream |
| Al-fatihah.. |
Friday, August 6, 2010
Blackberry
Actually, dah lama I am eyeing for new mobile phone. Having an Iphone or Blackberry is now a trend. Now, I'm using LG cookie. touch screen. God knows how difficult to call/sms during the emergency situation. Mr hubs asked me whether I want to switch to Iphone or BB. I macam blur and tatau which one is the best. Both pun mcm best. But I'm eyeing for the keypad phone balik. Yes, saya dah tua.. :D
So I think I'm planning to get a BB, since I'm using Digi. I received a few text messages from Digi about the promo. And of course the promo mcm menarik! So now, tgh in the middle of thinking which model I want to buy.Tak decide lagi.
And just now I received an email from Nuffnang bout the Digi promo and the contest by Digi
Macam menarik. I can win a BB just by reloading my prepaid! (Oh ye saya still pakai prepaid ye. -_-)
And the most important part is, Nuffnang is offering a limited edition phone sock to jazz up that BlackBerry® smartphone you just won! Oh it's only for the Digi angels. Hehehe..
Mintak2 la menang BB and this socks too.. :D Amin.
Wow nie dia BlackBerry® Bold 9700. Meleleh... Ok gak kan plan nie.. :)
For more information on the Hari Hari BlackBerry® Mari promotion, log on to http://hariharimari.com.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Kota Keriangan 2
We took buggy rides on my way back/to the wedding. It was quite far to walk from the hotel to the garden plus dgn berbukit2. It was quite challenging with Farissa around. Faruq was so excited during the ride.
Nasib jugak balik cepat, coz the rain poured heavily as soon we arrived at the hotel loby. So cepat2 naik. Mr hubs terus masak maggi cup coz we both still hungry. Macam tak puas makan tadi. Cepat betul diorg kemas the buffet line.
| Muka yang kepenatan menjaga anak2 sementara menunggu bini terkinja2 dgn kawan2nya... hehehe. |
Faruq bz tgk ikan.. and pointed at the pond..
And then we move up to the hill to Kota Keriangan. I was so poyo, packed the diaper bag full with bread and other food and drinks. Kengkonon takmo makan kt situ coz it's too expensive. But my mind changed when I saw the nasi lauk kt situ. Terus la kena RM16 for a plate of rice and lauk. Faruq plak buat perangai takmo makan. He wanted to eat at KFC and the KFC was full house. So, I makan sambil bebel. Hahahaha..
I tot of playing few things but Faruq langsung takmo. First time we went there, ok la jugak dia nak naik itu ini. Ini.. merry go round pun takmo naik.. Eh macam pernah dgr perkataan merry-go-round tu..Ekekek..
So we just snapped few photos, then balik ke KL. Sampai rumah sumer flat tidur termasuk Farissa. And that ends our trip to Kota Keriangan. :)
| Si poyo, kunun takmo facing camera..kekekke... |
| Papa mithali.. :) |
Monday, August 2, 2010
Wedding di Kota Keriangan
Lama giler dah wedding nie, but I macam malas betul nk blog about wedding nie... heheh..
Oh it was my bestie wedding Eileen & Glenn. Eileen is from Muar too, same school but she was my junior during secondary school. I used to jaga her class, so I was quite closed with her classmates. And she was my classmate during uni as well! Best kan? And we were really closed masa tu. I mesti duduk belakang or sebelah dia during tutorial.
We both mmg partner in crime. Sneaked out together, clubbing bagai, supper-ed at nearby mamak and headed to my sis, Ucu house for the slept-over session after "midnite work-outs" :D. Happy2 je time tu, tak fikir takut langsung!
The wedding was held in Awana Genting garden. The management was not quite ok, but the wedding still meriah. Here's a few pics taken at the wedding. The theme was garden wedding. :) The combination of Chinese, Baba and English wedding. Best! And Glenn was so romantic.. Hmm..
Glenn's sweet surprise to Eileen. Tak berapa nk paham coz duk sibuk catching up with Jey. (my bestie)

Selamat Pengantin Baru to them. :)


















