It's healing..alhamdulillah :)

Remember this?

After surgery

Healing..only scar left..:)

 Alhamdulillah my right hand is healing fast. Doctor advised not to do any house chores + angkat berat2 (Farissa), but I had too. Super mak katanya.. haha..I even cooked for dinners. Terima kasih Allah. :)

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Jan Update #1

On last 29th January marked 7 years me and hubs as hubsy-wifey.. It was actually a good improvement in life..It's not easy to cope with marriage thingy. Commitments, no-more me time, freedom, less friends..etc..

Some people can still spend time with friends and all, but not us. I don't have parents anymore to look after my kids, hubs's mum is not well to too, no bibiks, etc.. I only have weekly cleaner. Tu pun I still do a lot of house chores all. Sakit2 pon kena bangun..like now..whole family demam..Farissa with her runny nose, Faruq needs to cope with the fever+school, and now me and hubs dah start batuk, selsema.

Ok back to our anniversary story. Not much we did, the night before, we went to my sis's Atam for her daughter's farewell party. Luckily our anniversary night fall during weekend, so we spent the night at Grand Lexis Pool Villa. Of course with my 2 handbags tagged along. Too bad both of them jenis yang takut air. At first Farissa grinned excitedly when she saw the indoor pool and chanted.. "Air..air.." But the moment we dragged them in the pool.. hamik kau.. melalak sekuat2 hati.. menggigil2 macam apa..usually at home we need to force her to get her out of the bathroom everytime her bathing session. Tak pasal2 takut air la plak. Same goes with Faruq... -_- So we both couldn't enjoy berendam to the max..tapi dapat la dua kali..

Everything in Grand Lexis is awesome except they don't have private beach..Tak dpt nk termenung2 tepi laut..hehehhe..

And on our wedding night, we discovered that Faruq got infection at his birdie..Hujung tu bengkak mcm belon..

Tak snap byk gambar pun coz kelam kabut je sepanjang masa.. only below pic..

kalau dapat buat pool mcm nie dlm rumah sure best kan?

We ended the day by a trip to paed to check the infection. Nice one kan? I hope our marriage will stay strong and please pray for our happiness, will ya? :)

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Sad :(

Hi peeps,

How are you guys? Am doing ok except jiwa kacau. I couldn't stop myself from crying to read about this little angel, who just passed away today. He was the late Faris Nur Daniel. Faris, you are now in the good hands of God, waiting for his parents in heaven. If I were in his mum's shoes, I don't think I can face this situation. Losing someone called a child is totally freak me out. Especially now, both of my kids are down with fever. And Faruq with his nose bleeding.

This morning, after Faruq took his bath, his nose was bleeding. Bukan sikit, tapi membuak2. I totally freak out. But hubs insisted him to go to school. Of course la, I tak kasik.. We let him rest at the babysitters' place. Told him to go to Sek Agama if he's ok..but rupanya his nose was bleeding again during his nap time at babysitter's house. And now, I'm so worry whether to take him to see his paed or to wait first.

Knowing the late Faris has passed away, makes me so emotional. Ntah, maybe mummy instinct nie buat I rasa sedih. Kalau I, gila kot. Anak yg selama nie keletah, manja, nakal, tiba2 takde depan mata...Haih..berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul. Everytime I read updates about the late Faris, I wasn't stop praying for his speedy recovery.. but Allah knows best.. Allah bagi kita hujan, kita tak tahu Allah nak bagi kita pelangi..

Al-fatihah :( 

*pic creditted to mazidulakmal.com

Hola Abandoned Blog!! -_-

Hi babes,

Sorry for the lack update..Hmm..tot of deleting this blog away..but I will miss my blog. I started my blog when my late Mak got sick. Everytime I miss her, I will open my blog and read my posts about her all over again. :(

Ok, nak citer pasal latest update lak.. Dah few days I'm having this toothache..Yesterday makin teruk, I went to dentist but full lak appointment and they asked me to come today.. but today masa kt klinik tu mcm ok.. turns out actually I hurt my gums. Macam ade luka, and it is already swollen. Tu yg buat gigi semua rase sakit. Until now still sakit lagi..haih..

Ok hubs and Faruq dah balik. They went to visit hubs's uncle. Tak larat nk ikut dgn sakit gusi nie.. later peeps..