Sedih..

Hi peeps!!

How's the long weekend? Mesti penuh dgn aktiviti... Ada lagi sehari to enjoy.. I'm spending the day today.. batuk2 and tak sihat.. tak semena2... semlm was ok, I even went to open houses, and settling some chores.

Suddenly I feel so sad, bila tengok FB, semua ade geng2 and meet up again and again. I spent my Uni time to take care of my parents and takde masa sgt nk berkawan2. Ade few close friends like Dalila, Jey, Eileen etc but we hardly meet up. Jey is in Aussie, Eileen is in Penang and Dalila dekat je.. but agaknya my fate is like that. Kalau nk meet up ade je aral melintang.. And I got few close friends at WK, Wana, Fiza etc.. pun susah sgt kalau nk jumpa coz of work and ade saje la..

Kat office pun sama, my nature of work avoiding me from berkawan2.. coz nanti conflict of interests. Macam2 la..bila baru nak rapat, either me or my friends resigned or kena pindah etc..

I'm not regret taking care of Mak n Abah.. they are my source of happiness even until now. Whenever I feel sad, I mesti recall back the memories with them. And I smile. But the fact that I can never be with them again makes a huge hole in my heart. :(