My angels... love them muchos...

Abang, I'm looking at you..

Faruq Rifqi Mohd Faizal & Farissa Risyqa Mohd Faizal

Mama love both of you very very much. You both give me strength to face this world. Thanks coz giving me happiest moment in my life when I carried you in my tummy, when I brought you out to see the colourful world.

Lepas ni nak twin pulak..hehhe..huhu..larat ke nak jaga... :P

Happy Mother's Day Mak...

I supposed to be yesterday nak blog..but my house was full house with my family...I enjoyed every single moment of it.

Ya, yesterday was Mother's day. Last week, I was thinking to get my Mak a bouquet of flowers, but macam2 hal pulak terjadi. Mr hubs just lost his uncle, Cik Hassan on Wednesday, so I had to stay at my mum's kat Ukay Bistari. But my mum was not there masa I kat sana. Mak beralih angin ke Seremban plak. Staying with my sis, Atam and her family. Mak still there today.

Yesterday morning Atam called, tapi coz I was night shift with little Farissa, so tak bleh nk bukak mata. Mr hubs angkat instead. Atam wanted to come over dgn mak and Dyana.. Ya rite.. I mata pun tak bukak lagi.. Mr hubs yang bangun and tidied up rumah skit2. Knowing Atam yang proper terlampau..harus kemas sikit2 la.. Mr hubs mandikan Farissa and Faruq. Lega.. :)

They arrived at 12 macam tu. Atam cooked nasi lemak yg super delicious. Nasib baik she allowed me to eat. I dah 41 days today, ya kawan2. Happy betul dapat jumpa Mak. Teruk tak saya, Mother's day patut anak yang pegi jenguk mak..ni dh terbalik..Sorry mak, adek still dalam pantang... ha pantang lah sgt.. :P

Knowing mak ade kt rumah saya, ramai la yang lain2 datang. My nephew, Rafiq (we used to call him Abang) and his wife Mimie, my niece Ijut with hubby, Edy, si kaknam Feeya and baby kecik Ijut, Aqel. Ijut pun still confinement. Baru 20days dah kesana ke mari..kemain lagi dia...

Seronok betul la Cik Farissa, ramai duk layan dia.. Knowing my family yg tak reti nk stay kejap kalau family gathering, the crowd left at 7pm. Dr lunch smpai ke tea time. Mr hubs sempat plak berjamming dgn Rockband nya dgn Dyana, Abang, and Edy..

Me sampai lupa nk wish my mil. Jahat tak? Dah pesan kt me hubs suh call mak dia..tatau dia call ke tak?

Selamat hari ibu to mak.. Adek sayang mak sgt2. Maaf tak sempat nk beli bunga utk mak.. Sempat cium pipi mak.. biasa la mak tercebik2 tahan nak menangis.. Skang cik farissa kecik pun dah pandai tiru maktok dia..tercebik2... hehhehe...

Kemain nyenyak baring sebelah maktok nya..

This week is totally not ME week..

This week adalah week yg sangat2 penat dan busy.. Kenapa? Ye, saya kena menjaga dua2 sekali anak saya. Dah la still confinement mode..hoih.. Ok start dari Monday..

Monday-Tuesday: Faruq's not well ade flu sket..bkn sket..tp jenis yang tak baik2. So mama dia nie kesian la nk hantar kat Makngah Zuraidah, his bbsitter. Bukan apa, dia nie payah makan. Sure tak makan menda kt rumah org tu nanti. Plus Makngah is busy with Umar and Ummi. (2 other siblings yg dia jaga). Umar setahun but his sis, Ummi tu manjang kacau adik dia.. Ketuk kepala la, pukul la..which Makngah kena focus jaga diorg and terpaksa la Faruq back-off. Jadik budak baik.. Sian gak dia.. Makngah tak dpt nk melayan dia sangat.

Luckily these two days, Mr hubs ade keje kt PICC, so lunch hour dia balik tolong saya mandikan Faruq jugak. Jaga Farissa while me taking shower and doing other 'me' time. Farissa nie jenis bila letak dia bangun and nangis..but kalau cuddle dia, elok plak tidur. Menangis bukan sikit2 ye, jenis yang meraung, mengalahkan kena cubit.. hoih.. penat...

Wednesday: I surrender. Hantar gak Faruq pegi bbsitter. Tak larat mak.. tapi still sama, Farissa byk plak ragam.. maybe dah nk reach one month old kan? Org tua2 kata, baby mmg meragam kalau nk tukar bulan.. 'me' time mcm nan ado..

Thursday-Friday(today): Thursday, mr hubs kena pegi keje kt kl plak.. so kluar pagi2 and tak sempat nk drop off Faruq kt bbsitter. Jadi mama dia la kena handle. Luckily Faruq bukan jenis meragam and whatnot. Senang nk jaga. Siap saya blh take nap sekejap while Farissa tidur.

Jumaat plak which is today, pun still tinggal bertiga.. Tulang temulang dh lenguh2 rase nk patah dek kerana mendukung Farissa sentiasa. Si kenit nie memang...

Owh ye..semalam Farissa turned 1-month-old. And my confinement period ade baki 14days lagi... Happy 1-month old Farissa..mama loves u always.. la nie dh menangis lagi..adoi la..

Habis sudah Senja Permai..

Activity terbaru saya semasa pantang ialah menonton tv. Entah macam mana boleh plak terlayan drama Senja Permai nie Since my bb wakes up early every morning pastu takmo tidur, I just switch on the tv and tgk tv. Nak tgk channel afc kang kecur pulak. Ingatkan Senja Permai tak macam drama-drama yang lain. Rupanya tak. A bit modern. Modern living tapi still ade unsur2 mak bedah di kalangan neighbourhood. A bit like Desperate Housewives kot. Tapi for me tak. So in between 9-10 every morning until Thursday, Ch 105 akan siarkan 2 episodes skali gus. Time tu la saya start ikut SP. Meng-catchup episode yg tak pernah tgk etc. Malam pulak satu episode je disiarkan which means only half an hour. Weekend plak ade marathon episodes tapi tak ingat pukul berapa.

Eventho ade NH yang tak berapa digemari tu berlakon, tp disebabkan SP macam best sket, so ignore je la. Kalau gf dia harus ban terus citer nie.

Ok SP nie mengisahkan tiga family yang tinggal dlm satu neighbourhood. Macam2 cerita satu2 family tu. Masing2 berjaya membawa character masing2. and 25/4 dia nye finale episode. Harap2 lepas nie ade sambungan SP2. Aduih si bb pink dh melalak. Later ya..

It supposed to be today..

Make a pregnancy ticker

It supposed to be today, the first day Farissa sees the world. But it's already 20 days she was born. Alhamdulillah everything dah ok. Except for mum and dad still coping with Farissa's feeding time at night. So tiring. She will awake around 4 am and refused to sleep. Time tu both your parents dah mamai dah. Hopefully after you turn 1 month old, everything will be ok. Insya-Allah. :)

Smile, laugh and cry..

The best thing that I like about babies are they laugh, smile and cry (not a real cry la.. but the memek muka) while they sleep. Comel sangat. Mak kata ada malaikat agah diorang. Sebab hobby latest saya nie, mata dah jadi mata panda sebab duk tunggu baby Farissa tu senyum2, ketawa dan buat action macam menangis tu..

Mama sayang baby Farissa and Faruq forever. :)

Activity semasa confinement..

Activity? Ade activity ke masa pantang? Hohoho... bosan ok.. Dah le takde kawan nk borak2.. tapi yang penting bebas. Takde orang duk tengok or perhati apa yang kita buat kat rumah.

Me, of course still patuh dgn pantang larang semua. Minum air suam, milo, horlicks tu jek la balik2. Bengkung nie tak tinggal. Owh the confinement lady still datang everyday mandikan baby, rebuskan mandi daun untuk mak baby dengan pakaikan bengkung lilit2 tu. Selesa rase tegap perut. Hari nie bengkung masuk hari ketiga. (before this pakai yang zap-on dgn waist trimmer) Memang betul la cara tradisional nie berkesan. Dulu-dulu saya tak suka letak limau dgn kapur kat perut then bengkung..coz gatal melampau. Habis kulit perut saya. Rupanya kena sapu minyak dulu before applying limau kapur tu. CL tu sapukan minyak herbanika nona roguy.. so rase gak hangat2 membara. Malam pulak saya apply ginger cream kat perut and pinggang then pakai waist trimmer tu. Selesa. Baru 3 hari pakai bengkung lilit tu, perut saya dh kempis.. tinggal kulit perut yg hodoh nie je..ntah bila nk hilang..huhuhu.

Berurut? Owh sessi urutan dah tamat semalam. Saya urut selama 3 hari saje. Effect dia..nap saya di petang hari kemain nyenyak..sib baik baby pun tidur sama. Dia pun selesa sebab dah bertuam perut, berbarut dah kena bedung. Elok plak tak tercabut. Kalau mama dia yang bedungkan..tak smpai 5 minit. dah terburai. Muka si baby pink dah bercalar2. Mittens sokmo tercabut. Halus benor tangan dia. Kengkadang tu tak perasan bila masa tercabut.

Sepatutnya urut lepas 3 hari deliver. Tapi sebab bz dgn baby kena jaundice bagai..so postpone. Lagipun ngeri lah.. sebab jahit kt tut tu still sakit kan.. Saya start urut hari ke 13. Rasenya jahitan dah completely healed. Harap2 lah.

Makan minum memang tak berani nak langgar. Ye lah, berpantang sendiri, takut kang terbentan..naya kan..and takmo effect kat baby.. sebab sikit2 pun dia still breastfeed. Susu nie takmo kluar banyak.. Si baby asek mengamuk sebab tak cukup susu. Still topup dgn formula. Skarang perut si kecik nie plak meragam. Kembung coz minum susu formula kot. Maybe tak sesuai dengan dia.. Dia dh meragam since 2 days. Now ok dah skit. First day CL tu urut perut dia, menyembur2 susu keluar dari hidung dgn mulut dia. Panic dah saya. Nasib baik CL tu expert. Dia cakap maybe saya n mr hubs terlebih bagi susu, malam2 tu kan? So skang berjaga2, and pastikan dia burp before tidur balik at night. Result dia.. mama la tak cukup tidur. Kesian nk harapkan mr hubs. Dia nk kerja lagi. Tu pun dia bangun jugak tolong bancuh susu malam2. Malam tadi dia tidur lewat, buat kerja lagi. Sian lak..

So sekejap lagi mama baby nk tidur lak..hehhehe..dapat nap 1-2 hours day time pun dh cukup cover malam nye tidur.

Later saya nk blog about confinement from day 1. Tak sempat lagi.. Tunggu ye..