Doakan Mak saya :( Pt 2

Oh ya, lupa nk cerita. After Faruq check-up on Thursday, petang tu we all pergi la Alamanda. Hajat hati nk shopping kejap je. Tah camne susu Farissa semua tak bawak. Ingatkan dia ok, coz she just had her milk at home right before we left.

We had nasi beriani at JM Bariani. Mmg sedap. Tu mmg kedai wajib pergi kalau we all pergi Alamanda. Dat time Farissa dh start merengek.

After makan, we went to Carrefour to buy few things, diapers, susu, groceries sket. Time tu mmg dh tak bleh blah. Farissa dh melalak like no tomorrow dah. Hadoi. Time nk bayar, orang punya la ramai.

Before masuk Alamanda, I dah pergi BF-ed her. Ntah apa kena minah tu dat day. I terpaksa ala-ala berlari pergi nursing room tadi while Mr hubs settlekan bayar2 tu sumer. On the way pergi nursing room, dia dh menangis mcm kena dera punya lah. Imagine la, Alamanda tu kan bising, suara dia lagi kuat ok. Sampai I blh terdengar org2 bisik2 , "Buat apa la bwk baby gi supermarket." "Eeee.. baby nangis la.." Huhuhu~ Orang Malaysia mmg penyibuk, bukan nk tlg.

Sampai je kt nursing room tu, I dah menggigil satu badan. Bila dia dah calmed down, I dgr Mr hubs dgn Faruq's voice outside. Rase lega sket. Terpaksa la minum iced blended chocolate kt SB dulu hehhehe.. kononnya tenangkan diri before balik.

Si Farissa nie mmg drama lebih la..geram...

Ok back to the story...

Day 2 kt CA. Kali nie tukar shift. Me kt rumah with Farissa, Mr hubs teman Faruq plak. Dah si Farissa buat hal lagi. Melalak2 takmo tidur bagai.. Haih.. tu la selalu papa dia dodoikan..ni la akibatnya.. Time tu dh 1 am, baru dia tidur. I pun terpengsan. Sebab dh melalak gila2, dia tidur nyenyak, pukul 7 baru bgn. Menjerit2 kelaparan la tu..huhu.. After susu time, we both tidur balik. I siap silentkan hp. Takmo diganggu konon. Saje tunggu minah tu menjerit baru I bangun. That time around 11am. Hohhohoh..

Mr hubs texted me, Faruq dah blh discharge. Lega. Dgn tak mandi nye dua beranak, pergi fetch Mr hubs and Faruq kt CA. kekekeke...Dah kata kena discharged before 12 kan. Sib baik Farissa tidur sepanjang perjalanan pergi dan balik.

Mr hubs citer, cost for H1N1 test for Faruq insurance tak cover. Pulakkk.. coz the result was -ve. Bengong ek insurance tu. So kena bayar around 300+ lagi. Mahal giler, patut gi gomen jek. I plak tak sabar nk tunggu lama2.

Oleh kerana, bz dgn family kecik nie nye matter, I takde chance langsung nk visit mak..apatah lagi nk jaga dia. Petang Sunday, my twin sis, Ata datang nk visit Faruq, and cerita la pasal mak.

Sian mak, dah la takleh tidur malam sebab kaki bisa2, so every hour dia bangun kejap nk duduk kejap nk bangun. Tak selesa kan katil hospital tu. Sebab banyak bergerak, dia jadi lelah. Kena masuk oksigen 24 hours smpai hidung dia dh berdarah. :(

Ata cerita mak sembelit teruk. She insisted nk pergi toilet jugak, and she herself korek2 to get the poops out. Kesian mak. :( Habis kotor tangan dia. Ata yg cucikan. Sampai Mak nk pitam dalam toilet. Mak siap nk mandi. Yelah rimas kan duk lama2. Kesiannya. Dah mengalir air mata I membayangkan seksanya mak. Dah la Ata cakap, dia tak selera nak makan hospital food. Sebab tu dia sembelit and nk pitam coz sugar level drop pulak time tu.

So esok, I nak masakkan dia something. A week before, dalam sakit2 sanggup datang rumah I nk celebrate Mother's Day sama2 I. Bertatih2 mak nk masuk rumah I, semata2 nk jenguk I yang tgh dalam pantang dat time. Takkan I takleh nk jaga dia walau sehari kan? Mak tak pernah merungut nk besarkan anak2. Apa je I nak, dia tetap akan usahakan dgn Abah.

Memang I'm a bit worry. Macam2 penyakit ade kt PPUM tu. Ata cerita kat ward mak tu, macam2 kes ade. TB, H1N1 segala lah. Dgn I ade baby kan? But WTH, dats my mum. I'm willing to do everything for her.

Ya Allah, kau sembuhkan lah Mak, permudahkan la urusan hidupnya, panjangkanlah umurnya supaya aku dapat berbakti kepadanya, bagilah kesihatan yang sempurna di akhir2 usianya, janganlah kau seksa dirinya, murahkan lah rezekinya, kasihankanlah dia Ya Allah, sebagaimana dia mengasihani kami anak2 nya. Cukup lah derita dan ujian yang kau turunkan padanya. Kalau lah segala derita itu berpunca dari kami anak2nya, kau janganlah seksa ibuku Ya Allah. Hanya Kau tempat kami mengadu. Amin :(

Bulan May is not really the month to celebrate. Abah meninggal pun 26 May 2005. Dah nk masuk 5 tahun. Every moment, before Abah passed away, terbayang2 kt mata I. Takleh lupa sampai bila2. I'm not ready to lose my mum too. I really2 love her and still need her in my life.
Tolong lah Ya Allah. :(

Selingan sket..

Dah berjaya pergi ke kedai berdua je dgn Cik Farissa. Sampai je kat kedai, I opened the window, matikan enjin. Baru je nk kluar keta, dia melalak. Takde choice I terpaksa dukung dia masuk kedai.

Nasib baik tade orang, so mamat kedai tu baik hati amikkan barang2 yg I nk beli. Siap hantarkan barang ke kereta. I beli ikan cencaru, sayur2. Plan nk masak utk mak esok.

Elok je dia diam kena dukung. Nasib baik. After dat, terus fetch Faruq dr bbsitter then berdesup balik..nak masak...harap2 Farissa tak nangis.

Yeayy..good girl Farissa. :)

Doakan Mak saya.. :(

Mak still kat PPUM. Pneumonia and demam dah ok. But, she still has the difficulty to breath + macam semput and kaki bisa2 because she got diabetes. Dah almost 1 week, I tak dpt nk visit or jaga her.

Last Thursday, I forced Mr hubs to take Faruq to CA due to his prolong fever. On and off. Tak baik2. Macam mana nk baik, asyik muntahkan ubat kan? The paed advised him to be admitted. Kena buat blood test and all. Knowing Mr hubs, dia malas kot nanti kena jaga Faruq kt hospital lagi, so he opted to give Faruq medicine again. So malam tu dia still muntah kan antibiotics tu. Malam still demam and he refused to eat.

Friday nye, me and Farissa mmg ade checkup kt CA. Tagged Faruq along, mmg hajat hati nk admitkan je dia. Senang. Me with my pap smear, while Farissa kena 2months jab dia tu. Kena cepat coz her paed nk cuti next week. Our checkup was around 2.30+ pm.

I terus mintak advised kt Farissa's paed wether shud admit him or not. (Paed diorg lain2). My gynae pun tadi tgk Faruq pun dh suh I admitkan je. So her paed called his paed (pening tak? :P) and Faruq pun kena la admit.

Masa nk register for admission, boleh plak Mr hubs's insurance buat hal. When CA admin called the insurance company, diorg kata tak cover CA Puchong bagai, while Mr hubs kata ade bagai etc etc. Dat time dh around 5+pm. Faruq pun dh drip sumer, takkan nk balik. But kitorg tunggu lagi. I smpai dh dua kali pegi BF si Farissa. Tau je la minah nie. Tak menyabar. Tau nk menjerit jek..Hmmph..

Bila dah 6+pm, I plak dh freak out. Farissa dh restless giler. Melalak je la dia. Tak abis2 lagi insurance, I trus pegi admission counter tu ckp, "Kalau macam nie, org sakit pun dh mati. Tgk anak i ni." (while pointing at Faruq, at the same time Farissa tgh mengamuk I tgh dukung). Faruq pun dh start cranky. Penat duk atas wheel chair. "You settle kemudian la, kalau insurance tak cover, we can pay lah. " Muka I dh toksah ckp, mcm singa betina kot. Mr hubs diam jek. Terus dpt bilik and we just pay RM300 for deposit. Patut deposit RM1k..kkkekeke.. Dah la mula2 dia ckp, Faruq kena duk isolation room yg tade apa jadah entertainment tu. Harus mak berang. Kononnya, coz Faruq buat H1N1 test. Takut +ve. Waklu lah.. Skali lagi la, I buat muka. Terus dpt bilik single yg best.

So dat nite, I teman Faruq kt CA, while MR hubs settlekan Farissa kt rumah, coz Farissa nie elok je dgn Mr hubs. Anak bapak la katakan. Faruq cam takut2 la kt hospital, dia tak tidur ok.. So I kena la layan dia tgk kartun bagai. We both tertidur at almost 5am. Bila his paed dtg check, I mcm takleh nk bukak mata. Hahahah..

Si Faruq ni pulak.. asek2 press button panggil nurse. Bila nurse tu dtg, dia wat bodo. Actually nk pergi toilet time tu.. Sabo je la.. Mama dia jugak yg kena bawak. Penat bayar mahal2.. Hmphh.

to be continued..

Weekend dan sebagainya..

First of all nk citer pasal entry weekend yang dah nk basi tu...

Saturday (15/5)
As usual bangun lambat etc etc, sampai si Farissa dah ngamuk, baru la mama n papa dia bangun. Si Faruq takpe..dia join sessi bangun lambat. If dia bangun pun, dia tak kacau mama n papa dia..Bagus kan?

Yeay!! Today is mr hubs birthday!!! During the eve last nite, me and Faruq dah wish and kiss happy birthday. Susah tu nk suruh Faruq kiss papa dia..Oh ye.. the day before (Fri), I dah surprised him with cupcakes comel delivered to his office. Tot of ordering from Wana, but dia takde buat delivery, so I belasah je apa yang ade. The cuppies were not like I expected. (My expectation was quite high aka fussy customer :P) Tapi boleh lah. Pengajaran buat diri sendiri, sila order kt Wana saje..

So today, planned to treat him lunch ke and buy him watever he wish for his pressie. I texted my sis Ucu, kot2 dia blh tlg jagakan si Farissa, and she agreed. Yeay!! So bersiap2 lah kami.. Penat ok nk prepare barang2 for baby semua. Kalau tak kuat2kan hati, mau je I spend time kt rumah je.. Senang.

Tgh bersiap, I got texted by my sis, Atam, bagitahu Mak's not well. Tgh checkup kt CA, Seremban. Atam's thought of admitting Mak there, senang dekat dgn her place, but the doc advised mak to be admitted kt PPUM since her medical record is there, plus knowing Mak's health, bila2 je boleh kena complication. Mak kena pneumonia. Kata doctor, if I give you stage 1-3 (3 is most critical stage), your mum's condition is 3. Harus la panic. Macam terpadam plan nk berparty bagai.

I called Ucu, etc etc, she insisted me to go celebrate mr hubs birthday, and asked me stick with the plan (leaving Farissa at her place.) Pergi jugak dgn berat hati, but ye la tak boleh jugak nk bring along the baby to hospital kan. Bahaya. Mak pun still kat emergency ward katanya. Baru je last week mak datang umah I for Mother's day. Elok je dia.

So, after dropping Farissa, me, mr hubs dgn Faruq pergi la KLCC. The nearest from Ukay Bistari, and tak jam coz we were using AKLEH. Kejap je dah smpai. Cari punya cari tempat makan and mr hubs is quite a fussy eater. Lepas jalan smpai kaki lembik, barulah he choosed San Fransisco Steakhouse. Boleh plak gaduh nk carik jalan ke SFS tu.. He tot boleh masuk dari dalam KLCC tu... hadoi..

Dah smpai, order bagai, Faruq was sooo excited, dia plak buat bising dalam tu. Nasib baik tak kena sound ke apa..kekekke..My choice of food was Salmon apa ntah.. but a very lite one in terms of minyak, gravy sumer.. while mr hubs opted for steak apa ntah. I ordered cheese burger for Faruq and hot fountain choc with vanilla ice cream for dessert. The dessert was super yummy... BUT I yang habiskan. Mr hubs kata manis sgt, but for me.. it was really heaven. Sorry tade pic, tak bawak camera..

Lps makan, jalan2 sket, suh mr hubs pilih pressie, but he was super cerewet, so hold dulu since I pun takde mood nk shopping fikirkan Mak. But Isetan sale ok...I tutupkan mata dan hati saja... hahahah..

It was already about 8pm when we left KLCC, balik Ukay Bistari nak pergi PPUM plak. Luckily Faruq nak tinggal dgn Ucu's maid. So, me, mr hubs and Ucu pergilah PPUM using DUKE. Thanks to govt, buat highway byk2, so we can cut off time to go PJ area. (sila abaikan bab tol..)

Mak still kat emergency ward coz her condition like I said above, not really good. Plus blum ade katil kt ward. Dalam keadaan sakit2 sempat tanye cucu2 dia, then citer ade polis bagai bawak org jahat masuk ward.. kekekkeke...Mak macam susah bernafas. Sian Mak. How I wish I can take care of her at my OWN house.

I got back to Ukay Bistari about 2am, lepas had a long chat dgn Angah and family. Nice to have my family around me.

Sunday (16/5)
Tidur pengsan 4 beranak. Petang pulak, we went to Jusco IOI for late lunch etc. Farissa pantang pergi Jusco, time tu nk berak bagai. hmphh.. Owh there is PADINI sale there. I bought a lot of my babies clothes. Prices start at RM6 okeh..sape nk bagi...

TODAY
Woke up a bit late today. Last nite macam tak sihat. I dozzed off around 1am, lepas berjuang nk tidurkan Farissa. Around 3am, I terjaga with bad headache and flu. Turun bawah to take Panadol soluble, and boleh tak I makan Faruq's medicine for nose allergy. I kan BF, harus makan ubat yang mild2 katanya. Memandai. But my flu terus kering today, and a bit laloq sket.

Takde apa yang penting today, except dah tinggalkan huge mountain of dirty dishes for the cleaner today..kekekke..

Esok, am planning to jaga my Mak kt PPUM. Tgh plan mana nak letak si kecik Farissa nie.. Ok papai for now.. and sebagai jamuan mata...piccas si Faruq at KLCC, birthday boy pics.. tarak.. kekeke...

Kita pasang kuda-kuda dulu..

Ha..baru boleh pose skema2 begini.. :)

p/s: Perasan tak this entry byk mention pasal highway? DUKE la AKLEH la..hahhaha... like nobody care...:P

Bangun pagi, sukahati..tapi sekejap je lah...hmpphh!!

I was so tired last nite, I slept really soundly. Tapi kejap2 je lah ye. Coz still bangun feeding Farissa, etc etc. But, my sleep was a very quality one. Nice.

I woke up at 7+am, feeding Farissa, and kejutkan Mr hubs and Faruq. But dua2 gagal bangun jugak. Almost 8, baru la Mr hubs bangun. I tried to wake Faruq up. Bila suara mama dia dh macam pakai mic, baru bangun. He still got the flu. Tiba2 hidung dia plak berdarah. Ish. So I pun meng-MC kan dia dari his kindie. (Tapi elok je nie main Wii non-stop..hmphh)..

Then bawak Farissa downstairs, while Mr hubs mandi, I tertido balik. Abis je dia mandi, I terjaga. Boleh plak suruh dia amikkan my blanket...kekekke..rase sejuk plak. Lps tu tertido balik. I terjaga bila, he selimutkan I.. then salam dia b4 he off to work. I sambung tido, while si kenit tu tido. Faruq ntah apa buat tah.. Tgk tv kot..kekekke.. Dia mmg tak kacau kalau I nk tidur.

I terjaga around 10am..huhuh..tu pun si kenit dah melalak for her next feeding. BF-ed her sambil mata melilau tgk rumah. Kemas je.. and bertambah senang hati, bila mountains of unfolded clothes, dah elok tersusun dalam bakul.. Pergi kitchen, botol2 susu Farissa dah siap berbasuh.. :) Thanks Mr hubs.. suka mak..

Tapi.. elok bersantai2, kucing2 ni plak buat hal. Lately nie suka sangat dok naik atas sink dapur. Ntah apa diorang buat, sampai tercabut pipe kt sink tu.. dah la air memancut2.. ishh tak suka betul. Terpaksa la tutup main pipe sementara tunggu mr hubs fix it back. Harus jugak kena leteran dari dia. Semalam dah la dia a bit pissed off pasal kucing2 nie. Susah la mcm nie.. I kesian kan kucing2 nie..dats y I bagi makan sumer.. but they all nie plak.. adoi mak...tak sedari diri jugak..harus kena penyapu sekor2..

Later ya..nak masak lemak lobak putih.. while Farissa still sleeping... :)

44 days confinement is finally over!! Hoyeahhh!!

Yes! Yes! My confinement days ended yesterday. Penuh dgn kontroversi. Air mata sikit lagi nk tumpa semalam. Betul cakap mak. Hari2 last confinement yang kena jaga. Lagi byk dugaan.

The morning started with final day massage session. I took another 3days penutup confinement, which consisted mandi limau too untuk bersihkan badan katanya. Rasa fresh je badan. The confinement lady, Kak Zai brought me ayam masak kicap too. But confinement version lah..FULL with ginger and spices. Sedap but a bit sweet. I prefer the masin version of masak kicap. Mengada.

After a 3 hours sleep in the morning, I fed Farissa. Lepas tu dia dah takmo tidur. Plus I kenot sleep today coz I was waiting for my parcel. Tunggu punya tunggu tak smpai2. I checked online, manjang attempt to deliver. Tapi nan ado.

So just now, I checked lagi online. Successfully delivered. Hah?? Mana parcel nya. When I checked again. The parcel was accepted by Karmina dgn no ic indon nya at 11.27am YESTERDAY. WTH kan? So I called la this Customer Service for POS LAJU. Langsung tade org pick-up. I called every single minute dah. Gila mengaruk. So I called pulak Poslaju Shah Alam. Berapa kali calls, baru ade orang pick-up. Yup, he told me the same thing. I was like.. I dun have maid etc etc.. ngadu domba dgn pegawai tu. FYI, this was the 2nd attempt, for them to deliver my parcel. 1st attempt was kelmarin. Aku ade je dalam rumah, posmen sikit pun tak call. Maybe dat time was raining. Dia takmo basah ke apa tah. So tinggal la the Sorry Note tu. Patut 2nd attempt hantar tmpt yang sama la kan? Ini ke laut mana tah. Yang this so-called KARMINA, dah tau salah accept, apahal ko tak call aku pun. I stated clearly address, name, contact no kt situ. Posmen rabun, si Karmina nie pun rabun kot. I bought clothes shared dgn my twin sis, Ata. 5-6helai jugak la...Sedap je si minah KARMINA ni nk rembat kot. Geram tul.

Seriously, I think Pos Malaysia should upgrade their services, as they increase all postal charges. Sigh.

Ok, enough of Poslaju boo-boo. Setelah seharian mengadap si kecik Farissa nye crankiness, I tot mr hubs can fetch Faruq from bbsitter's. Now, his bbsitter stays kt her sis's house nearby jugak coz there's no water supply kat her apt. So malu la jugak kt her sis's family kalau lambat sgt fetch Faruq. Time tu dah 5pm. I texted mr hubs. BUT he replied he can only leave office around 6+pm coz this stupid SRC's agm. (his office's club amenda tah) Nak tunggu Farissa's pressie katanya. Harus la freakout mak. Knowing his boss yang suka berlengah2, tak punctual bagai. Makin naik degree kemarahan I.

So, I pun pergi la fetch Faruq. Time tu hujan la plak. Quickly put Farissa in her seat. Pergi dia ok. Time balik, dia dh buat hal. Menangis stok kena cubit satu badan punya. Sampai lebam badan. The 5-10 minutes journey, macam rase sejam. Sampai je depan gate, ade pulak malaon parking dpn gate I. Bitch mana ntah nk fetch anak dia. Ade nursery nearby my house, selang sebuah rumah. I hon bagai nak gila dia buat derk cakap hp pulakkkkkkk. Tambah amarah ade sekor keta biru yang tak menyabar ter-bumped blakang keta I. It's a mild accident, but STILL aku bengang la. By the time the bitch alihkan keta dia, Farissa dah macam apa. I quickly took her out. Air mata berjuraian makcik tu, siap bengkak mata, teresak2 bagai. Nasib baik Faruq ok. He tried to console his sis while I was driving, tapi makcik nie drama queen. Lagi jerit adelah. Masuk je rumah I breastfed her. Tidur kejap but still teresak2 boleh. I ended up watching Adamaya tak khusyuk coz she got cranky all the way. She cried when I put her on bed, BUT slept soundly if I put her on my lap. My goodness...

Mr hubs arrived late..dia la jadi mangsa amarah I. Biasa la gaduh2 manja. So malam smlm gaduh la sket2..yg bengang.. I lately nie ngadu kt dia, I sakit pinggang, penat..etc ..etc..dia buat bodoh jek.. but smlm dia lak ckp sakit kepala..harus la ku balas dendam..malas nk melayan..coz I pun penat gak..tak cukup tido bagai kan...

So, after I bg Faruq makan, settlekan Farissa, I naik atas. Nasib baik mr hubs pun naik gak. Kalau dia on laptop smlm, harus laptop keluar tingkap tuh... Sempat gak I tunjuk protes dgn menendang pressie yang company dia bagi.. Ingat I hadap sgt kot pressie mcm tu rupa.. Kejam tak? Ekekek...

Ni poslaju pun tak settle2 lagi..Pening dah..eeeeeeee...

Belly Bandit

Have you heard about Belly Bandit before? Ramai international celebrities yang pakai after delivery. It's kinda strap-on binder. Yelah, diorang bukan ade bengkung tradisional or yang ade tali2 tu. Minah salleh kan sumer nak yang mudah saje.

Ade 3 jenis; original, couture and bamboo. Tak sure mana satu nk beli but the cheapest yang original lah. Am thinking of getting one, and of course the cheapest kot. I punya problem usually tummy area. Badan sumer dah kecut, tetiba ade perut terbonjol. Malu seh.. I dah berjaya memakai my 27" skinny pants, tapi perut ade tersembul lah. Haiyoo. Takkan nk pakai skinnies with bengkung kan? Tak rugged. I remember after my first preggy, my bro, Bude siap suruh my gynae check balik my tummy kot2 ade baby lain tertinggal dalam tu. Kejam tak?

It took me several months jugak la to slim down the tummy lepas preggykan Faruq. Sekarang nie umur dah meningkat, tatau la kali nie blh slim down balik ke tak. So I need this Belly Bandit to help me. Ada sesapa pernah try tak?