Happy 5th birthday Faruq Rifqi

Wow!! My Faruq turns 5 today!!  How time flies...From a tiny tots (tiny ke baby 4kg) and transformed to bambam baby and now dah tinggi lampai kurus melengking. Yeah he grown up now.. No matter how you look, mama still love you and always be two steps behind you no matter what situation you will face now or in the future. I will be just like my Mak who sacrificed EVERYTHING for us.

Sorry sayang no birthday party for you this year. Kita tunggu rumah kita siap ye.. nanti buat skali dgn kenduri aqiqah and doa selamat and kita buat skali tahlil for you MakTuk and Atuk Antan ye..

He's at school now. Me and hubs will fetch him and send Farissa at bbbsitter and enjoy the "Bertiga lebih baik" moment like before. ("Bertiga lebih baik" tu motto mr hubs masa I still carried Faruq in my tummy. Nak sedapkan hati coz I kan bunting pelamin. Haha!)

I know you always feel that you are left aside, but in my heart you are always be the first sayang. Mama doakan agar perjalanan hidup Faruq dipermudahkan, diberi kesihatan yang sempurna dan dimurahkan rezekimu sayang. Amin..

I'm taking leave today. 1st half I spend with Farissa and second half with Faruq pulak.. Adil kan?

Faruq n hubs..