2010 recaps

Jan
We celebrated our 5th marriage anniversary with bump in my tummy. Farissa was around 6 months that time.
We went to PD for short getaway with my arwah Mak tagged along. Happiest moment ever.  She recovered well after minor surgery for stomach ulcer. Masa tu was end of 2009 I think. Dat time, I thought I lost her.. but umur Mak masih panjang. Dapat bercuti dgn dia. Dat was our last vacation together.

Feb
Nothing much happened, except my tummy grew bigger.

March
Farissa Risyqa was born on 30th. Happiest moment for me and my late Mak. Mak sayang sangat kt Farissa.
She visited me several times at Puchong eventho she was still sick. :( Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga.. :(

April
Still confinement. 9th April was Ijut's birthday. I tak pergi celebrate coz still in confinement. Mak still sick but she still came to visit me.

May
Confinement period ended. We went to KLCC celebrating hubs's birthday on 15th. Dat night jugak my late Mak was admitted to PPUM. Malam tu jugak kitorg pergi visit, and that was the last time I saw her. :(
Lps tu ade je aral nk visit dia. And Faruq plak admitted kt CA sbb demam. Belum sempat nk jumpa mak, She passed away during Subuh 25thMay. Dat was the most heart-breaking moment in my life. Losing my own mom. I keep blaming myself until now, coz I tak jaga dia di akhir2 hayat dia. :(

June
In mourning mode. I still standing because of my Faruq n Farissa. :( but hey Wana did my blog template. :) IT defenitely cheered me up a bit.

July
Went to D'Alpinia dinner and Faruq's sport's day.

August
3 months passed by, and I still miss her like crazy.. :(  This month jugak, Ateh did the bypass surgery. Penyakit keturunan. My three bros tiga2 kena sakit jantung.. haih.. and Ateh recovered well after the surgery.
And we celebrated Ramadhan end of August too without Mak. :(

September
Raya but tak rasa raya langsung. Farissa was sick few days before Raya. Raya was full of emotional feelings.. etc.. Hubs with his raya mode feeling but me with the mourning mode feeling. Mmg tak beraya mana pon..
And hey, I turned 30. Dah tuo...

October
Faruq turned 5. Last year, Mak paling happy, but this year without her. Buat jugak kecik2 Tu pun courtesy of Acik. Thanks sis!.

November
Nothing much happened. Life must go on..

December
I tendered my resignation letter with WK. The most difficult time for me to move on. 4 years here, spent my life here. All ups and downs. Haih.. will miss all the moments.. susah payah buat books, happy2 moments with Wana and Fiza. But for the sake of family, I need to move on.

And now am in my new company now..Praying for the best in 2011.

Happy new year people!!