Alhamdulillah.. murah rezeki..

Dari company

Dari kawan2 di company

Oh nie bukan direct selling ye or jual MLM tunjuk2 duit berkepuk tu.. :)

Ni duit khairat kematian Mak saya. Memang murah rezeki Mak. Last week, TL dah bagi dari company. Tak sangka hari nie dapat lagi dari kawan2 kt company pulak. Terharu saya.

Duit tu cukup untuk kenduri Mak yang ke 4o hari. Sekejap je rase.

Bukan nie saja. Since first day she passed away, rezeki Mak bertambah2. Duit khairat dari orang2 kampung, family dengan kawan2 Mak cukup untuk menampung smpai kenduri yg ke 100hari. Inilah berkat, Mak selalu tolong orang2 kampung. Orang kenang jasa Mak.

Kalau Mak masih ade, mesti Mak gembira. Al-fatihah untuk Mak.

De-stress myself.. [II]

Opss citer tergantung.. ekekek.. I also bought long cardi from WMC too.. yang nie later2 la tunjuk gambar.. Not even two..it's THREE pieces okay.. And it was cheap!! Kalau nk compare pergi shopping complex and beli.. I prefer carik yg bargain2 plus the reasonable postage fee as well.

Online shopping is the way to de-stress myself. Konon la.. Kalau tak, I will browse tru few blogs yang jual baju.. and make my own comparison. Bukan semua pun beli.. Macam window shopping la.. but this is called screen shopping. Rite?

That's my way to de-stress myself. Dari tgk porno or buat porno video.. ekekek.. elok lagi tgk2 baju.. Betul tak?

De-stress myself..

Just came back from my lunch. Had a forgot-the-name salmon spagetti. Sedap giler but it costed me RM16 plus the lime crush juice. Expensive kan? Cyberjaya memang.

Then, me, Wana and Fiza had a nice strolling around the flea market. Takde la nice sgt pun, coz all the stuffs sama jek. Tak berubah since I dah cuti lama kan. Siap mintak extra RM50 from mr hubs. Kot2 nk shopping apa2... tapi tak beli apa2 pun.. Huhuh..satu kemajuan..

BUT, today two parcels arrived for me.. yeay!! One parcel tu BF shirts. 2 pieces okeh.. but it's a good bargain. *Sedapkan hati* Ya lah.. Both I bought at RM55 only plus poslaju. Murah la kan?Oh I bought it from Zaibutik from WMC forum. Tq Zai..

Pinjam gambar dia..ala baju biasa2 jek..


Tgk tu..normal price pun mahal..ehehhe.. Oh ya WMC nk buat Sale kat Dataran Penjaja, Bkt Jalil weekends nie.. Jom la you all... From 10am to 10pm kot.. Sure bargain giler2.. Jom Jom..

In my dream.. :(

Last night, I had this dream. Me with family, a few of my siblings in this house. Tak cam whose house is that, tapi mcm kitorg punye rumah la. And ade Mak sekali.

And my sister, Acik told me this is the last chance we can see her. I macam.. er.. speechless that time. At that moment, Mak atas wheel chair dia. Acik quickly asked me to help her crossing one small road. Ntah kat mana. While crossing the road, I macam suddenly want to express my feeling why I didn't have the chance to see her for the last time on the day she passing. Mak macam dh weak that time. I terus sambar and hugged her tightly from the back and let all my feelings out. "Kenapa mak tak tunggu Adek? Adek dah masakkan Mak? Mak tak sayang Adek? Adek rindu Mak." With burst of tears. She just looked at me sadly. Until now I terbayang Mak's face. Yeah, she didnt speak even a word. Oh my..

And suddenly I woke up. :( I didnt cry. But sebak nya Tuhan saja yang tahu.

Mak, Adek rindu nya kat Mak. Thank God coz giving me the chance to meet Mak even tho it was only in my dream.

Al-fatihah to Mak. May she rest in peace.

5.44 hohoho..

Yes. I woke up at 5.44am today. Cik Farissa kejut coz she demanded for milk. But formula milk. :( Now she refused to BF plak. But will drink my bottled EBM. Selagi ade, akan ku pam jugak..

Pumped my milk while watching Dalam Hati Ada Cinta again and again. Tatau nk layan apa. Yang ade citer Lost. Cam terlampau heavy pagi-pagi. Tot of reaching office at 7.30 tapi nan ado. Siap breakfast bagai sorang diri. Mr hubs anak beranak terbongkang tidur lagi. I ate toast cicah mushroom soup ye.. :D

Sent Farissa to babysitter and off to work. I reached office at 8.20am. Byk plak keta pagi2. Tensi! Tu la pasal I malas nk pergi kerja pagi2. Alasan.

Ok, peeps nk buat kerja nie. Dah rase ngantuk hoih.. Ni dh masuk cup ke dua nescafe... -_-

Rosniza Express

I am on EL today. Farissa was a bit cranky last night. Biasa la colic. As a result, I am restless throughout the night. So, pagi tak boleh bukak mata. I think I texted my TL with my eyes 20% opened. Teruk. BUT, we (me and Farissa) woke up early coz si kecik nie, if Papa dia pergi kerja je, her eyes will automatically opened. Jgn harap la nk sambung tidur.

And just now, I cooked say 5 minutes? :P Turun je downstairs, cepat2 jerang nasi and air and prepare for her bath basin all. Mandikan dia and buat susu. After kenyang, put her in the bouncer and i quickly prepare my lunch. Lapar gila coz she BF-ed me since last night kan. I tumbuk cili with a bit salt. Takleh makan kalau takde pedas. Fried my telur mata kerbau, and quickly wash spinach. I fried the spinach without oil. Just put some ikan bilis and campak je spinach in it. Pour some water. I didnt put salt coz ikan bilis tu dah masin. Lengkap dh segala zat, Carbs, protein, vits and iron from the spinach. :)

Taraaa.. siap. Buh kicap sikit bagi sedap.

I ate the nasi super quick sebab Farissa dh start berbunyik time nie..huhuhu...

It has been one month since you left us..

Hari nie genap sebulan Mak tinggalkan kami semua. Ke alam yang kekal dan tak akan kembali lagi. Serasa cepat masa berlalu. Segala kenangan, memori, saat memandikan jenazah mak, melihat mak disemadikan seakan berputar kembali di fikiran. Seakan tak percaya mak yang saya sayangi sudah meninggalkan kami buat selamanya.

Saat mak disemadikan..

Saat talkin dibacakan..

'Rumah' mak yang baru.. Rehat lah Mak..

Kubur arwah Abah yang berhampiran. Jaga Mak baik2 ye Abah.. :(