In my dream.. :(

Last night, I had this dream. Me with family, a few of my siblings in this house. Tak cam whose house is that, tapi mcm kitorg punye rumah la. And ade Mak sekali.

And my sister, Acik told me this is the last chance we can see her. I macam.. er.. speechless that time. At that moment, Mak atas wheel chair dia. Acik quickly asked me to help her crossing one small road. Ntah kat mana. While crossing the road, I macam suddenly want to express my feeling why I didn't have the chance to see her for the last time on the day she passing. Mak macam dh weak that time. I terus sambar and hugged her tightly from the back and let all my feelings out. "Kenapa mak tak tunggu Adek? Adek dah masakkan Mak? Mak tak sayang Adek? Adek rindu Mak." With burst of tears. She just looked at me sadly. Until now I terbayang Mak's face. Yeah, she didnt speak even a word. Oh my..

And suddenly I woke up. :( I didnt cry. But sebak nya Tuhan saja yang tahu.

Mak, Adek rindu nya kat Mak. Thank God coz giving me the chance to meet Mak even tho it was only in my dream.

Al-fatihah to Mak. May she rest in peace.