Welkap tgk aku.. hahah..

Huih dah basi giler citer nie..

Location: Kat rumah sendiri

Konon2 nak stay awake to watch the final la nie. me and hubs spent quality time together.. Oh...bukan activity itu ye kawan2..ahaha..activity makan2..

Dah berjaga. Harus lapar. Mr hubs baik hati masakkan maggi. Alah maggi cup je pon. We shared the maggi. Rase tak puas makan sbb share. Boleh? Hahaha.

Bila dah start je, I pun baring2 dpn tv. 1st half gigih lagi.

Tiba2 padam...

Jenis yang nyenyak giler. Bunyik vuvuzela yg annoying pun tak berjaya mengejutkan lenaku.

Sedar2 mr hubs dah kejut, ajak naik atas tidur. I was like .. Hah?? Dah abis??

Tu la..ade hati nk tgk welkap final. Welkap yg tgk aku... hish..

Not a good sign..

During my confinement period, my sis Acik gave this unwanted (haha!) feedback to me. "Adek dah boleh start doing sit-ups and crunch." while staring at my tummy. Time tu I was sitting on the bed. Cepat2 my arwah Mak replied, "Blum boleh lagi la Acik. Adek baru je beranak.. Karang .. bla bla bla (Mak bebel.)" I just smiled.

But today, I accidentally (konon!) saw bigger me on the mirror. And oh, I can see the baby (baby sgt!) fat at the tummy while I was standing! It is not a good sign tho. Gemok! Must start on sit-ups and crunches exercise. Ah actually, I googled in Youtube and watched some of the post-natal exercises for reducing post-natal tummy. Tapi... tgk je la.. buat nye belum!

BUT, I successfully finished up my lunch (eventho the chickens tasted like sugar) plus bought myslef mango puding and Oreo cake! Blame the flea market!

Sedih plak!

Dgn engorged boobies nie, tiba2 I rase sedih. BUT, I feel happy jugak coz my best fren at work dpt the opportunity to grow in the company. At last kan wak?

But tu la feeling bercampur baur. Tetiba rase nk resign je. Sebab dah lama sgt buat kerja yang sama, and the opportunity to grow pun amat la susah. Bila fikir2, duduk rumah pun sure stress gak..or kalau kerja baru pun sure lain plak problemnya. (huhu macam senang je nk dpt kerja lain.)

Btw, I will be attending my besties's wedding at Awana Genting this weekend. Sure you all cakap, Mak baru meninggal dah nk pergi bergembira? Oh sooo not me.. coz until now the feeling.. "nak pergi ke taknak?" is still buzzing in my mind. Ye la. She is my bestie. Dah lama tak jumpa. Plus she attended my wedding with Glenn five years back. I did tell her at first, I won't be coming to her wedding and she knew my Mak just passed away. BUT, another bestie will be attending too. She will fly all the way from Aussie. Harus sedih kalau tiba2 I takde. So I msg-ed her back cakap nak attend. They (Eileen & Glenn) were soo happy I could join them. Eventho the booking period for the hotel room ended, she still booked for me one room costed RM220 (Normal rate is RM360). Two double bed lagi.

Skang tgh pening plak nak pakai baju apa and whatnot plus the babies nye baju lagi. Mr hubs lagi excited, siap belikan busha legging utk anak dara dia. Si Faruq tatau nak pakai apa. Sama la mama dia nie. Should I just a big size sweater to cover my spare tyres? Heheh..

Bertambah mendung diri bila fikir baju sumer dah tak muat! T_T

Eeeeeeeeeee..

I think my boobies gonna explode soon. Haih.

The nursing room (actually a meeting room) is occupied by somebody. I saw laptops, bags in there but the light's off. Maybe they are having their lunch break now. If let say, I pump there and they all come back from lunch, lagi teruk! So, I can't use that room. Then, I went down to surau, and the surau is full house too!! Arghh!! Other meeting rooms got no blinds to covered glassed wall. T_T

Nak pump kat meja, my cubie pulak a bit open. Buat nya org jenguk2 habis! Gotta wait another 1/2 hours then I wanna go down to checkout surau again. Datang kehendak, tade tempat plak nk pump. Eyyy.. Nak meletup dah nie...

On my way back to my Mama's hometown..

I was asleep half way throughout the journey..

And then I woke up and saw my Mama's face looked soo happy to be back at her own home again. I smiled at her.

I felt so happy to see her smily face. I even giggled to her. Love u Mama..

Forgot!

Morning peeps!

Sorry tak sempat nk update blog last night. I was down with headache, nausea and vomitted twice. Preggy?? Hoih dats impossible coz I still in my pantang mode. Pantang?? Yep.. Pantang from ahemm.. (u know wat.. :P ) Nak cukup kan 100days. Actually It's good for post-natal women to pantang from xxx at least 100 days. Tu petua my late Mak la.

Ingat lagi time pantang Faruq. Dat time baru 2 weeks camtu. And Hari Raya some more. Bila mak tgk kitorg berdua2 je dlm bilik, cepat2 dia masuk. I was like. .kenapa Mak? Pastu Mak pun blablabla explain pasal tu. Depan mr hubs skali. And of course time tu I tak terfikir lagi nk tut.. ye la.. baru 2 weeks kan.. Mak was really concern about me at dat time. :)

As for this morning, sebab tak sihat, I woke up at 630am. (Tak sihat je, boleh bgn awal. Pelik!) Selsema pulak. Mandi, basuh baju all. Sampai office pukul 9.30am.. and owhh I forgot to bring my pump pulak to office. Haih. Nasib baik Farissa BF-ed before going to bbsitter's house. My boobs tak rase engorge pun today. Maybe bcoz I tak sihat kot.

Ni pun ade rase letih nk rehat je..haih..

I think I texted mr hubs a little too many today.. Hahahha..Jeles weii dia cuti, I kt office nie ha..hmmm.. rase berat hati betul nk pergi keja today. Keji kan?

Ya, we arrived at 1230am from Muar last night. Plus minus, I went to bed at 130am pulak. Penat dol!

Kenapa balik Muar? We siblings, neighbours, close relatives, my late mak's close frens gathered togther to recite tahlil and khatam for my mum. Sabtu lepas genap 40days my mak left us.

Sedih. I'll continue at home. Kang sedih takleh buat kerja kang.. Later ya..

I tinggalkan you alls dgn pic Faruq.. hehehhe...