Sedih plak!

Dgn engorged boobies nie, tiba2 I rase sedih. BUT, I feel happy jugak coz my best fren at work dpt the opportunity to grow in the company. At last kan wak?

But tu la feeling bercampur baur. Tetiba rase nk resign je. Sebab dah lama sgt buat kerja yang sama, and the opportunity to grow pun amat la susah. Bila fikir2, duduk rumah pun sure stress gak..or kalau kerja baru pun sure lain plak problemnya. (huhu macam senang je nk dpt kerja lain.)

Btw, I will be attending my besties's wedding at Awana Genting this weekend. Sure you all cakap, Mak baru meninggal dah nk pergi bergembira? Oh sooo not me.. coz until now the feeling.. "nak pergi ke taknak?" is still buzzing in my mind. Ye la. She is my bestie. Dah lama tak jumpa. Plus she attended my wedding with Glenn five years back. I did tell her at first, I won't be coming to her wedding and she knew my Mak just passed away. BUT, another bestie will be attending too. She will fly all the way from Aussie. Harus sedih kalau tiba2 I takde. So I msg-ed her back cakap nak attend. They (Eileen & Glenn) were soo happy I could join them. Eventho the booking period for the hotel room ended, she still booked for me one room costed RM220 (Normal rate is RM360). Two double bed lagi.

Skang tgh pening plak nak pakai baju apa and whatnot plus the babies nye baju lagi. Mr hubs lagi excited, siap belikan busha legging utk anak dara dia. Si Faruq tatau nak pakai apa. Sama la mama dia nie. Should I just a big size sweater to cover my spare tyres? Heheh..

Bertambah mendung diri bila fikir baju sumer dah tak muat! T_T