Faruq oh Faruq..

I cuti today. EL. Haih. Baru keje seminggu lebih dah cuti. Sure my new boss ckp I showed bad impression eventho baru je start keje baru nie.
I can't avoid. Coz I need to take care of my sick baby, Faruq. Anyhow, he's not that sick but he too has to adapt with new environment. Started his new kindie at Real Kids, Cyberjaya. At first ade van yg sanggup ambik dia pukul satu then hantar to bbsitter's house. Tapi akak van to macam berdolak dalik. Then dia ckp every Friday tak boleh pulak. 
Nak tak nak, Faruq has to stay there. Nasib baik ade day care. First day (last Monday), He behaved well. TAPI, he refused to drink, eat, nap and go to toilet. Teacher dia berjaya gak la mandikan dia. He only ate Honey Stars for breakfast. Nasib baik I bekalkan susu and botol dia. Malu mmg malu, but I have no choice. Dia bukan jenis makan byk. And he is a very fussy eater gak.
Akibat berlapar dr pagi until petang around 6+pm, perut dia dh masuk angin. We took him to dinner at nearby restaurant. Byk giler dia makan. Habis nasi sepinggan. Usually, we ordered 2 plates of rice, and I asingkan 1/3 portion utk Faruq. Happy I tgk dia makan. BUT, he ate rice only. Takpe la at least  makan kan? And tak muntah. I mcm lega jugak la. Farissa plak cranky time dinner. I plak tak selera makan. Dah pandai melentur2 badan nk lepaskan diri time I dukung dia. Letak kt baby chair, saje je jilat sana sini. Isk..
Back to Faruq, balik je rumah, he was so tired but refused to sleep sbb nk main NDS. Konon sehari tak dpt main kan? I let him play until 10pm camtu. Buat susu for both of them then, hubs bawak diorg naik. Tak lama, dua2 pengsan tido.
I pon mcm biasa main2 game FB then naik kejap nak iron baju. Tade pon dgr Faruq nangis ke panggil I ke. By the time I entered the room, tgk dia cam tgh duduk kt katil. Rupanya dia dh muntah, but sbb terlampau penat dia still tidur. Bahaya kan?
That time tak smpai hati nk marah dia. Cleaned him up, then suruh dia basuh tgn, tukar baju sumer, he continued sleeping. Hati I dh tak sedap. I try to massage his tummy. Penuh angin. Lps tu I noticed his nose blocked too. I turun downstairs, amik vicks and gripe water. Kejutkan dia balik, bg gripe water dua sudu and sapu vicks kt perut dia. 
He looked really exhausted. Dah, sepanjang malam I takleh tidur lena. And today, I tgk dia pale je. Dah le mamat tu putih kan? Pastu badan dia panas gak.
And, with that, I terus decide nk amik EL, nak bawak dia pegi paed. Takkan nk biar je dia camtu.
Hubs hantar Farissa pergi babysitter. So, I mandikan Faruq and bg dia breakfast roti dgn choc spread. Dia kalau kt rumah, at least ade la makan walaupun sikit. Lps makan, dia sakit perut nk terberri. 
After settled everything, we went to see his paed, Dr Ting. I suka this doc coz eventho dia nampak mcm ignorant, tp dia bagus. Strict so budak2 takut. But during that time, traffic teruk. Tau je la Puchong. Nak carik parking segala. Nasib dapat gak parking eventho jauh.
Kt klinik, doc tu check Faruq, and he said he got fever too. Perut dia keras as a result dia suka menahan kencing/berak. And he advised us to stay kt klinik smpai Faruq berak kluarkan segala poops yg ade dlm perut. Coz dia ckp bahaya biarkan poops dlm perut. Toksin segala kan?
With that, mula la sessi kejar mengejar Faruq dlm klinik tuh. Dia takmo baring coz nurse tu kan nk masukkan ubat dlm rectum tu. Haih. But at last we managed to do it jugak la. Faruq dh nangis cam apa. 
Lps tu... nk kena bwk dia gi toilet. Si Faruq tu dah laaaaa susah giler nk pegi toilet. Toilet kt rumah ok lagi.. kalau tempat lain, jgn harap. And dia still berak dlm diapers. I dh puas ckp kt dia. Cara lembut smpai la cara kasar, tak jalan. So tadi, teruk gak la dia kena dgn I dlm toilet klinik tu. Takut betul nk duduk kt toilet bowl. I plak kena dukung. Berak la sikit. Dia dh mcm histeria melalak. Stress betul I. Dah le I sorg2 kan. 
Nasib baik time tu takde patient lain. Takde la malu sgt. Dah masuk 4 dos ubat pon berak sikit je. Terpaksa I ckp kt doc tu dia dh berak byk, coz doc tu takmo kasik balik!! Haih..
I mcm menyesal plak melepuk dia dlm toilet tadi. Tapi nk buat camne, dia dh jerit cam apa. Haih.. I mmg bad mum. Sigh..
Balik je klinik, I bg dia ubat2 tu sumer, tp until now tak berak gak. Tatau dia tahan ke apa. Haih..
Harap2 dia ok je and sihat-sihat je. Naluri sorg mak kan, risau je tgk anak tak sihat or sedih/stress. Sbb kita tau kan everytime dia sedih/tak sihat. 
Faruq oh Faruq.. jgn la susahkan hati mama lagi. Mama tak kisah kena buang keja janji Faruq sihat and gembira. 

Sekian entry berak berak.. 

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Progress rumah

Dah lama tak update pasal rumah baru. :) Sangat excited nk pindah but at the same time I cam malas nk pindah randah nie. All the renovations I suruh hubs yg pilih.. Yg I pilih kaler langsir je la.. Am quite amazed with his taste. Sbb I tot, for sure hubs akan pilih yg same ol design untuk rumah nie.  Menganga jugak la I bila first time tgk progress rumah nie.

Kita start dgn kitchen dulu. Hubs amik contractor yg lain2 for wet and dry kitchen. Sbb cost la. We both bukan org senang nk hire2 ID bagai kan.. So, hubs selected the best price among all la. I plak malas. Ade satu contractor tu dh quote for satu rumah punye reno. Kalau ikot I, mmg amik dia je la. Malas nk deal dgn ramai2 contractor. But not for hubs. Rajin dia carik contractor sana sini to make sure they fit the budget. And inilah hasil nya... :)

Dry kitchen

Zoom sket..

Yang putih kt laci tu ade defect sket. So pulang balik kt contractor. Nanti diorg ganti yg baru..

Wet kitchen

Wet kitchen susah nk snap betul2 coz ade pintu kt situ. Ni la port I nanti. 

So far I puas hati except contractor2 nie tak reti nk buang betul2 kotak2 dgn wrappers material yg diorg guna. Bersepah!

Apa nk buat nie?

Hello peeps,

I dah start my new job. 4 days dah. :) So far ok la..takde kerja..

For the first day, mr hubs sent me to the head office kt USJ. Newbie kan? Buat access card, thumb print le.. mcm2 la...Gotta know few ppls gak la. Half day kt sana, then kena pegi cyberjaya office plak. Suka suki menebal muka tumpang another newbie nye kereta. Smpai office cyber, not much to do.. dan2 kena masuk meeting apa ntah. The department meeting where I'll be belong. Haih..

Second day and third day pun takde apa kerja except helping them photostating. Not bad huh? Being paid more but less job. Buat kerja yg takyah guna kepala.

The work culture is really different from WK. Tgh try nk adapt nie. Wish me luck.. :)

Oh semalam lunch dgn Fiza and Wana. Sanggup diorg nk ikut my lunch hour. 1pm. Lambat!! Terubat rindu. Hehehe over kan?

Ok la. later I update lagi. Today nk lunch dgn Wana lagi. Yeay!! :)

Hubs dah ambik gambar concert Faruq kat Smart Reader.. 
Some of the pics. I snap balik guna Iphone..

Tak paham kenapa nk pakaikan Faruq lipgloss bagai... haih.. tgk ade air mata meleleh.. mesti takmo amik gambo..

Gambar kelas dlm Punjabi costume

Close up si muka bosan

Close up pakai uniform

Edit pakai Iphone apps..

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Biggest parcel ever!

I received a very big parcel at the office. Yg paling tak best, I berenti je, esok nya parcel smpai. Haih.. Smpai org admin WK called. Buat malu jah. And Wana pun cakap, the parcel was too heavy to carry. Adoi mak...

Actually I bought home FIR sauna from this one pakcik called Pakteh. I saw his ads dlm mudah.my. He offered the sauna at cheaper price RM300. Actually I nak beli dgn one dealer nie. Dia jual dlm RM620. Byk kan difference. The dealer told me, sauan tu dlm bentuk compact box, so kecik and weighed less than 10kg. Ok la kot kalau nk pos.

But this Pakteh, insisted me to come over to his house to take a look first before buying it. Camno? He's at Kedah. Lps tu I suh la dia pos. Dia cam berat hati. Patut la besar the box. So I tambah another RM100 utk pos etc.

Mcm kesian plak kt Pakteh nie. susah payah pergi balik post office sbb sauna ni ha..

Smpai skarang tak bukak lagi. Faruq dh jadikan box nie as his playing platform, and Farissa plak dh koyakkan wrapper dia..

Malas tul nk angkat ke atas. Ade je telentang kt dpn tv this box. Hahha..

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2010 recaps

Jan
We celebrated our 5th marriage anniversary with bump in my tummy. Farissa was around 6 months that time.
We went to PD for short getaway with my arwah Mak tagged along. Happiest moment ever.  She recovered well after minor surgery for stomach ulcer. Masa tu was end of 2009 I think. Dat time, I thought I lost her.. but umur Mak masih panjang. Dapat bercuti dgn dia. Dat was our last vacation together.

Feb
Nothing much happened, except my tummy grew bigger.

March
Farissa Risyqa was born on 30th. Happiest moment for me and my late Mak. Mak sayang sangat kt Farissa.
She visited me several times at Puchong eventho she was still sick. :( Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga.. :(

April
Still confinement. 9th April was Ijut's birthday. I tak pergi celebrate coz still in confinement. Mak still sick but she still came to visit me.

May
Confinement period ended. We went to KLCC celebrating hubs's birthday on 15th. Dat night jugak my late Mak was admitted to PPUM. Malam tu jugak kitorg pergi visit, and that was the last time I saw her. :(
Lps tu ade je aral nk visit dia. And Faruq plak admitted kt CA sbb demam. Belum sempat nk jumpa mak, She passed away during Subuh 25thMay. Dat was the most heart-breaking moment in my life. Losing my own mom. I keep blaming myself until now, coz I tak jaga dia di akhir2 hayat dia. :(

June
In mourning mode. I still standing because of my Faruq n Farissa. :( but hey Wana did my blog template. :) IT defenitely cheered me up a bit.

July
Went to D'Alpinia dinner and Faruq's sport's day.

August
3 months passed by, and I still miss her like crazy.. :(  This month jugak, Ateh did the bypass surgery. Penyakit keturunan. My three bros tiga2 kena sakit jantung.. haih.. and Ateh recovered well after the surgery.
And we celebrated Ramadhan end of August too without Mak. :(

September
Raya but tak rasa raya langsung. Farissa was sick few days before Raya. Raya was full of emotional feelings.. etc.. Hubs with his raya mode feeling but me with the mourning mode feeling. Mmg tak beraya mana pon..
And hey, I turned 30. Dah tuo...

October
Faruq turned 5. Last year, Mak paling happy, but this year without her. Buat jugak kecik2 Tu pun courtesy of Acik. Thanks sis!.

November
Nothing much happened. Life must go on..

December
I tendered my resignation letter with WK. The most difficult time for me to move on. 4 years here, spent my life here. All ups and downs. Haih.. will miss all the moments.. susah payah buat books, happy2 moments with Wana and Fiza. But for the sake of family, I need to move on.

And now am in my new company now..Praying for the best in 2011.

Happy new year people!!

Jb yok..

I'm now in jb, bloggimg while waiting for my sis, Ata working at the site.

This is totally unplanned journey.. But ok la... A little gateway before starting my new job.

Kagum tgk my sis panjat2 while i'm just sitting on the piece of cardboard sambil bercam whore sensorang.. Hahah..

Happy working yo!

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