One year

Esok genap setahun Mak tinggalkan kami. Rasa mcm baru semalam.

The wound in my heart is still the same. The cut will be deeper as time goes by.

There are a lot that I want to tell you, to share with you, but God loves you more. And I have to accept the fact that you are now in good hands.

Rehat lah Mak, Adek sentiasa rindukan Mak. Ya Allah, Kau cucurilah rahmat ke atas roh Mak.

Al-fatihah. Salam rindu dari anakmu, Adek.

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Happy birthday sayang

We celebrated hubs birthday at his mum's place at Armanee Condo.

Thanks to my sil and bil for the cake treat. His mum cooked nasi tomato for lunch.

And then we went to Oldtown with my sis, Ata. Saja minum2, but Farissa was cranky and screamed out loud. Funny thing bout her, she tried to sip hubs's drink secretly. Org baru pandai minum pakai straw la kata kan?

Happy birthday Sayang. Love u so much. <3

Note: the very same date last year was the last day I saw my Mak. :( miss u so much. Please pray for me Mak. :( Al-fatihah
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Sports Day progress

I owe Faruq's Sports Day pictures remember? I dug in my laptops, pcs and also external hard drives. I didn't find any pictures during his Sports Day back in 2009, but I found one video. I remember that time, my arwah Mak was unwell, and every things were quite hectic.

Ok, back to the Sport's Day. Faruq was 4 years old that time.  He was a bit reserved and refused to socialize with her friends. He refused to wear the school uniform for almost half of the year. Demanding yang amat! But lama2 ok jugak.

Print screen-ed from video shot

See above pic. He was the only one yang tak pakai baju sukan. -_- And refused to play the game. Sampai teacher dia kena drag dia all the way. The Sports Day was around August. Time tu blog pon tak wujud lagi. :)

But, 2010 Sports Day dia dah ok, bercampur. Nak pakai baju sukan. Cuma takmo kepit bola celah lutut. Kotor katanya. -_-

2010 Sports Day

And for this year, Alhamdulillah he managed to fight his reserved personalities, and mixed quite well with other and also brave. Mama proud of you, Faruq. :)

Standing

Some parents may not have to worry about their child progress. All meet the timeline. From roll over to crawling to sitting and walking. And they tend to give me this awkward look seeing Farissa still trying to stand and she is 1 year old.

And hey, who said I'm not worried. I even brought her to neuro paed. And the result is normal. "She is intelligent, and she takes her own sweet time to show the progress. Everything about her is normal" That's what she told me.

A week later, I saw her standing next to tv cabinet. Oh boy, I was so relieved. Alhamdulillah.

And her current hobby is climbing over my body all the time and she likes to switch off the tv whenever Faruq's watching cartoon!

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Roti khurasan

On Sunday, we went back to Muar to visit Makngah (hubs auntie). We spent a night there. Dah lama tak balik Muar. I feel so sad when we passed by the cemetery where Mak & Abah live now and also my house. I miss to stay there like before. Tak payah fikir apa2. How nice. :(
On Monday, we went to Pasar Lambak at Stadium area. I stumbled upon this stall selling Roti Khurasan. This was my late Abah's favourite food. I still remember the very last time he had Roti Khurasan. It was way back during my uni time. I was at home spending my weekends with Mak & Abah. Abah asked me to drive him to Pasar Malam nearby to get him the Roti Khurasan.He can drive but he couldn't walk too far as we had to park a bit far from the pasar malam area. I was so lazy, I declined his wish coz I really don't like the congested area there, and I just left the dining table and went to my room.
One hour passed by and I saw him walked into the house carrying few plastic bags full with food and also the Roti Khurasan. I felt so guilty that time but I just kept quiet. And me, Mak and Abah ate the food that he bought. I still remember the taste of Roti Khurasan. It was so yummy.
Oh, by the way, Roti Khurasan is actually a burger. The seller uses cooked minced meat with some spice inside the burger. The sauce and few slices of cucumber will be put inside too in the middle of the bread. Then, the burger will be wrapped by popiah skin and they will fry it. The specialty of Roti Khurasan is the sauce. It is homemade and a bit spicy.  And usually the sellers are some tabligh man or ar.qam if I'm not mistaken wearing white jubah and serban. But the one that we saw, is wearing normal baju melayu with songkok.
Hubs bought one piece to taste it. They usually fry upon request. So it will stay crunchy.

Frying Roti Khurasan

Close-up

I ate a bit, but I couldn't finish it. I miss Abah. I miss Mak. And I miss every moments spent with them. :(

Quality time with my twin sis, Ata :)

Still remember we met Ata after Faruq's Sports Day? :) We spent some quality time together. I mean not just the two of us. We tagged along my hubs, Faruq and Farissa. Hoho..

We went to a warehouse sale in Cyberjaya near Maybank area. Both of us bought a pair of shoes. And some kitchen stuffs. And then we went back to my house. Took some break and went to Jusco Equine. We talked, we laughed and we shared updates while hubs taking care of the kids.

Later, we cooked for dinner together. Happy. :) Eventho the time is short, I am so happy. I don't really have a real best friend, but Ata is the "real" friend I have since we were in Mak's tummy. :) Until now, we text each other daily, chatting with her in the office and we will call each other sometimes, just to hear her cat meowed/. Comel kan?

I'm planning to go to her place this weekend but hubs bz kot. Will try to sort it out. Minta dipermudahkan. :)

Real Kids CBJ & PTJ Sports Day

Last Saturday 30/4, we went for Faruq's Sports Day at Kompleks Sekolah Putrajaya Precint 8. I am really impress with how well Real Kids handle an event. From time management, to the agenda. All in order and on time. Started at 8am, and by 10am, semua dah habis. Which is bagus, takde la budak2 berpanas menunggu majlis tak habis2.

For me, Faruq's is progressing very well. Later I carik balik gambar sports dia dulu2..1st Sports Day yg dia attend, menangis mcm apa, smpai teacher dia kena dukung. Lps tu takmo pakai baju sukan. Dia sorg je pakai baju biasa. Takmau duduk dgn kawan2.

2nd year Sports Day, ok, dia nk campur dgn kawan2, but masa sukan tu, takmau kepit bola celah lutut tu. Bola kotor katanya. Sigh. Faruq mmg pembersih sikit. I mcm ok je, but tiba2 ade sorang mak budak tu gelakkan dia out loud. Rase nak tampar je. Macam anak dia tu behave sgt. Biasa la budak2 kan?

But last Saturday, I was one proud mum coz Faruq tak menangis lagi. He was well behaved, following his teacher's direction. Normal la if ade seorang dua yang menangis kan? I just smiled to the parents and told them Faruq dulu lagi teruk to calm them now. Yalah. Mesti rasa malu kan? And I cukup tak gemar dgn parents yang anak diorg ok2 tu. Takyah la nk tunjuk that awkward look kt diorg. Biasa la budak2 kan?

Makin besar, makin tak suka amik gambar ini budak.

The event started with  marching and followed by Negaraku and Real Kids songs. Tak sangka Faruq pandai nyanyi lagu Negaraku. :) And Faruq marching too. Proud proud. :) Sebabnya, 2-3 weeks before the sports day, he refused to go to school, coz he didn't want to march. Pakcik tu memang. Tak suka berpeluh katanya.

Nyanyi lagu Negaraku yo!

His game was quite interesting tho. They need to throw ball in the net but need to pass it to their friends. Ala, tak reti nk explain camne. Hehehe..

Getting ready :)

After each game, terus ade penyampaian hadiah. So tak buang masa. Bagus!

Medals and pressie

One of the game for 4-5 years old was dressing up the doll. Best! I pon suka.

One of the game. Dress-up Game.

Oh ya, there were also games for parents but they did 2 separate games for Cyberjaya and Putrajaya parents. For Cyberjaya sama macam game Faruq, but for Putrajaya, the game was quite dangerous. Tah camne tah. They were asked to carry their kid using shoulders. Tiba2 diorang jatuh berhempap2 and one of the mummy dah pengsan plak.

Tak pasal2 je.

But everything was ok after that. We had breakfast at the foodcourt nearby and my sis, Ata came to join us.

Budak tak tahan panas dah start mengaruk!