What a week!

Hello beautiful, how's life last week? Mine was oh-so hectic.. Let me recall it..

Monday - Both F&F were recovering from fever+flu+cough. Faruq will be having a monthly test for the first time on the next day.

Tuesday-Thursday - Picked them up as usual from babysitter's house. Farissa still got fever. So I just asked hubs to take her to paed while I prepared Faruq for the test and forced him to sleep early. But, too bad, her temp was 39degrees, and the paed had no choice to poke a needle to get the medicine inside her quickly because she wasn't just having the normal fever, but also infection in her lungs due to prolong flu+cough. And then, kena la rushed her to CA hospital and warded. That nite was horrible, hubs stayed in hospital with her, while me with Faruq coz esoknya dah start his first exam. I couldn't sleep whole night. Tidur-tidur ayam je. Woke up at 6am, and prepared Faruq to school. As he got in the bus, I cepat2 kemas all stuffs to hospital. Toys to fill up her time, clothes, biscuits, etc to keep her calm.

Poor baby!s

Boy it wasn't easy to take good care in her room. For the first 2 nights, she needed to be isolated coz takut berjangkit kuman. And then transferred to normal single room. She was all cranky especially during the neb sessions. Sampai ade satu time tu, the needle poked in her hand tertanggal and her blood was all over.

After one of the neb session

Not only that, she wanted to walk all around the hospital every 5-10 minutes. Kena layankan. Sampai satu tahap tu, mak dia pon dah cranky. I just shouted to the nurses and all. They all nie buat kerja sambil lewa especially the night shift. Suka hati je suh I handle sorg2 during neb session. Dah la time tu Farissa for sure meronta2 tak ingat dunia.

Friday - The early morning, when the paed datang check Farissa, I chanted "nak balik" to the paed sampai one time dia cakap.. ok la can but only after the evening neb session. Ada hati lagi dia nk cucuk balik the needle to get the antibiotics in. I cakap, why not we just give her orally?

I saw her so stressed out and traumatised. Sampai dia dah taknak makan minum semua. That's why I cakap takpe la doctor, I sanggup bawak dia to ur clinic for the neb sessions. Lastly, he agreed, coz no more fever tinggal nk kena clearkan phlegm in her chest tu. And nak tunggu the hospital settled the bills with insurance company tu satu hal berjam2. Sengal betul la!

On the way to the car, Farissa refused to walk. So I need to carry her with 2 bags full with her stuffs. We left just like that without saying a word to the nurses. Dah naik menyampah kot. Ye la.. no matter how fancy the hospital is, nothing beats our home. Right?

Petang tu, I rehat sekejap, then bersiap2 to Office Dinner plak. Dah rsvp, sayang plak, and hubs kata pergi je la...coz last week dia dah attend his office dinner..Niat nk shopping accessories/dress for dinner pun terbantut sebab Farissa sakit. So, I just recycle whatever in my wardrobe. Sape nk tgk pun..

The aim for the dinner to let us distress ourselves.. Project basis ni memang stress to the max lah. Memang enjoy pun. Ada dayang nurfaizah, along/angah raja lawak and the karaoke contest. Best la. I did not enjoy the food so much sebab penat kot.

And the dinner was all worth it. I won another camera for the lucky draw! Yeay!! Thanks HTP :)
Will post out the dinner pics in the next entry erm maybe tomorrow kot..

Another Olympus.. :)

Till then.. sleep tight lovelies~

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Kesian dia..

Hello babes,
How's your day? Mine is so so..Am not going out for lunch. Rase kenyang and sakit perut..coz I rarely take heavy breakfast in the morning. I had bihun goreng tak sedap for breakfast. Malam tadi gigih takmo makan.. nak diet katanya.. tu yg pagi nie lapo semacam..

  

Look at the pic.. Pity Faruq kan? This pic was taken kelmarin. Time tu tgh stop at traffic light. Letih sangat dia.. Imagine, he has to wake up at 6+am everyday, go to SK until 1pm, arrived at babysitters' around 2pm..then continues with Sekolah Agama from 2.30-6.15pm. The earliest I can pick them up at 6.30pm..Sampai rumah around 7+pm.. Lps tu he needs to do his homework yg banyak everyday.. Then sleeps around 9.30-10pm.

 

He fall asleep, masa tgh makan snacks.. imagine bila smpai rumah, dia siap tersedak, coz still ade makanan dalam mulut dia.. penat sgt smpai tertido.. 

 

I wish I can help him, but cannot. :( Kalaula boleh resign and duduk kt rumah jaga diorg.. I think he's not dat tired.

It's healing..alhamdulillah :)

Remember this?

After surgery

Healing..only scar left..:)

 Alhamdulillah my right hand is healing fast. Doctor advised not to do any house chores + angkat berat2 (Farissa), but I had too. Super mak katanya.. haha..I even cooked for dinners. Terima kasih Allah. :)

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Jan Update #1

On last 29th January marked 7 years me and hubs as hubsy-wifey.. It was actually a good improvement in life..It's not easy to cope with marriage thingy. Commitments, no-more me time, freedom, less friends..etc..

Some people can still spend time with friends and all, but not us. I don't have parents anymore to look after my kids, hubs's mum is not well to too, no bibiks, etc.. I only have weekly cleaner. Tu pun I still do a lot of house chores all. Sakit2 pon kena bangun..like now..whole family demam..Farissa with her runny nose, Faruq needs to cope with the fever+school, and now me and hubs dah start batuk, selsema.

Ok back to our anniversary story. Not much we did, the night before, we went to my sis's Atam for her daughter's farewell party. Luckily our anniversary night fall during weekend, so we spent the night at Grand Lexis Pool Villa. Of course with my 2 handbags tagged along. Too bad both of them jenis yang takut air. At first Farissa grinned excitedly when she saw the indoor pool and chanted.. "Air..air.." But the moment we dragged them in the pool.. hamik kau.. melalak sekuat2 hati.. menggigil2 macam apa..usually at home we need to force her to get her out of the bathroom everytime her bathing session. Tak pasal2 takut air la plak. Same goes with Faruq... -_- So we both couldn't enjoy berendam to the max..tapi dapat la dua kali..

Everything in Grand Lexis is awesome except they don't have private beach..Tak dpt nk termenung2 tepi laut..hehehhe..

And on our wedding night, we discovered that Faruq got infection at his birdie..Hujung tu bengkak mcm belon..

Tak snap byk gambar pun coz kelam kabut je sepanjang masa.. only below pic..

kalau dapat buat pool mcm nie dlm rumah sure best kan?

We ended the day by a trip to paed to check the infection. Nice one kan? I hope our marriage will stay strong and please pray for our happiness, will ya? :)

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Sad :(

Hi peeps,

How are you guys? Am doing ok except jiwa kacau. I couldn't stop myself from crying to read about this little angel, who just passed away today. He was the late Faris Nur Daniel. Faris, you are now in the good hands of God, waiting for his parents in heaven. If I were in his mum's shoes, I don't think I can face this situation. Losing someone called a child is totally freak me out. Especially now, both of my kids are down with fever. And Faruq with his nose bleeding.

This morning, after Faruq took his bath, his nose was bleeding. Bukan sikit, tapi membuak2. I totally freak out. But hubs insisted him to go to school. Of course la, I tak kasik.. We let him rest at the babysitters' place. Told him to go to Sek Agama if he's ok..but rupanya his nose was bleeding again during his nap time at babysitter's house. And now, I'm so worry whether to take him to see his paed or to wait first.

Knowing the late Faris has passed away, makes me so emotional. Ntah, maybe mummy instinct nie buat I rasa sedih. Kalau I, gila kot. Anak yg selama nie keletah, manja, nakal, tiba2 takde depan mata...Haih..berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul. Everytime I read updates about the late Faris, I wasn't stop praying for his speedy recovery.. but Allah knows best.. Allah bagi kita hujan, kita tak tahu Allah nak bagi kita pelangi..

Al-fatihah :( 

*pic creditted to mazidulakmal.com

Hola Abandoned Blog!! -_-

Hi babes,

Sorry for the lack update..Hmm..tot of deleting this blog away..but I will miss my blog. I started my blog when my late Mak got sick. Everytime I miss her, I will open my blog and read my posts about her all over again. :(

Ok, nak citer pasal latest update lak.. Dah few days I'm having this toothache..Yesterday makin teruk, I went to dentist but full lak appointment and they asked me to come today.. but today masa kt klinik tu mcm ok.. turns out actually I hurt my gums. Macam ade luka, and it is already swollen. Tu yg buat gigi semua rase sakit. Until now still sakit lagi..haih..

Ok hubs and Faruq dah balik. They went to visit hubs's uncle. Tak larat nk ikut dgn sakit gusi nie.. later peeps..

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Went to ikea to buy racks for our store room. I wanted to buy a carpet that I really like but hubs didnt allow. -_-.

Now stuck at the curve due to heavy rain. Minum sat.

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