Sedih..

Hi peeps!!

How's the long weekend? Mesti penuh dgn aktiviti... Ada lagi sehari to enjoy.. I'm spending the day today.. batuk2 and tak sihat.. tak semena2... semlm was ok, I even went to open houses, and settling some chores.

Suddenly I feel so sad, bila tengok FB, semua ade geng2 and meet up again and again. I spent my Uni time to take care of my parents and takde masa sgt nk berkawan2. Ade few close friends like Dalila, Jey, Eileen etc but we hardly meet up. Jey is in Aussie, Eileen is in Penang and Dalila dekat je.. but agaknya my fate is like that. Kalau nk meet up ade je aral melintang.. And I got few close friends at WK, Wana, Fiza etc.. pun susah sgt kalau nk jumpa coz of work and ade saje la..

Kat office pun sama, my nature of work avoiding me from berkawan2.. coz nanti conflict of interests. Macam2 la..bila baru nak rapat, either me or my friends resigned or kena pindah etc..

I'm not regret taking care of Mak n Abah.. they are my source of happiness even until now. Whenever I feel sad, I mesti recall back the memories with them. And I smile. But the fact that I can never be with them again makes a huge hole in my heart. :(

UPSR is back!

Tomorrow will be the day for UPSR..Good luck for all the candidates.. :)

Am happy coz Faruq gets 3 days off because of UPSR. Dapat la mama bangun lambat sket..

Masa mula2 my colleague bgtau anak dia cuti coz UPSR, I mcm pelik.. Kenapa plak budak darjah 2-5 plak yg cuti.? But bila dpt tau Faruq cuti.. I gembira tak memasal..hahah..

See.. Eventho my day started quite rough.. Tonight i feel relieved. Dapat tido lama sket tonite.. i love you SK Cyberjaya!!! Tiba2 plak.. :P

Puchong-Cyberjaya-Melaka-Cyberjaya

Holla,

Just arrived from Melaka... phew...baru dapat bernafas dengan lega...

The journey started with sending the kids. Elok je turun flyover SK, hujan selebat-lebatnya until I reached bbsitter's house to send Farissa. Dgn hujan lebat, I knocked the door. Tgn kanan holding Farissa and bags. And the babysitter tak dgr. Patah balik ke kereta ambik fon bagai... Baru la bbsitter bukak pintu. My fault of not telling her I will be sending Farissa early than usual. Kuyup ok.

Then, sent Faruq g skolah plak.. Kesian dia basah sket. Sampai office pickup my colleagues and off we went to Melaka. Half of the journey mmg hujan lebat until we reached Pedas Linggi exit. We managed to arrive at 9.05am and luckily the client still tak sampai lagi... Alhamdulillah..

After the session we went back and dropped by kat Asam pedas stall. Ok la...sedap..

Then now, I dah kt office. Mencabar betul..

Nak balik awal sket la today.. Letih.. maybe tapau food dulu kot..tatau dah nk bagi bdk2 nie makan apa...

Later lovelies..

Lazy Sunday

Spending my Sunday lazing around with the kids was super awesome.

I cooked simple dishes for lunch: sambal telur pindang, corned beef with sliced potatoes, ikan pekasam and leftover chicken from dominoes. Bertambah Faruq makan.. :)

We had early dinner, drive thru mcD. Faruq finished the happy meals.. Bukan senang nk tgk dia makan. I had porridge shared with Farissa. Tekak sakit. Demam x baik betul lagi ni..

And now both kids dh tidur.. Coz esok nk kena gerak awal. I need to be in Melaka at 9 am.. Pheww..

Pray for the best..;)

Later sweeties..

Still surviving..

Hola Saturday,

Started my Saturday a bit early at 6+am just to fry some chicken for Faruq's Raya party at school. The night before tu, I was down with fever. Makan ubat then tido at 9.30pm. Paksa both kids tidur awal. But asyik terjaga-terjaga.

After Faruq naik bas, I went back to sleep and mimpi macam-macam. Mimpi my late Abah and also tetiba mimpi I followed hubs to Japan tapi the surrounding was ocean. And then I mimpi me and family spent holiday kt satu rumah buruk nie..With my bro all. Ntah apa2 mimpi.. Maybe sebab demam kot.

I woke up few hours later.. tu pun Farissa dh bising2 nak bgn. Mandi2 with her then siap2 to fetch Faruq from school and I kena stop by kt office nak ambil charger hp.

I ordered dominoes for lunch and one regular peperoni pizza tu mmg utk diorg berdua je.. and dah abis pon..Faruq kalau fast food laju je makan.. kalau nasi.. mula la makan sebutir2...

Spent whole Saturday lepak2 je kt rumah bertiga.. Sangat boring and I had few open house to attend tapi malas coz susah nk handle my kids kt rumah org..

One week left and I have another 20days till hubs come home.. Rindu plak dgn dia.. Bila dia ade, sebok nk gaduh kan..but that's couple kan.. kengkadang tu sayang sangat.. and sometimes rase annoyed to the max. hahah..

Later beautiful!

Lipas Kudung

Dearie,

Last night, Faruq asked me to sharpen his pencils for morning school but I forgot.

This morning, I just realized about that. So macam lipas kudung la tadi, Rushing to prepare him to school, made him bread spreaded with Nutella, hot milo, filling his water bottle, preparing Honey Stars in a container, putting RM2 inside his bag...usually some of the tasks I do at night coz xnk rushing..

We woke up at 6.30am and the school bus usually comes around 6.50-7.00am. Bad mum am I? Org lain siap prepare lunch for the kids. Hehehe..

And now, I'm back to bed. Am not well. Coughing and flu and I takleh mkn ubat malam.. Confirm Faruq tak hi sekolah on the next day. So, bertabah lah! I already lost my voice ni.. Just now I need to repeat few times while I was talking to Faruq, x paham plak dia coz suara mak dia dh mcm itik tersepit!

Oh ya.. Few days ni asyik mimpi benda pelik. Ntah apa2 smpai my brain is too tired to digest. Mcm tadi mimpi Faruq ade school trip ke Sekolah lama I.. Yg pelik we whole family followed. While walking around the school, ade sekor kucing ni duk nk attack Farissa. So I ran so fast sambil dukung Farissa. Siap turun tangga sekolah and terserempak dgn tukang kebun bagai. Every scene.. Mcm tangga sekolah, the color of the stairs, the face of pakcik tukang kebun were really clear in the dream..mcm dejavu pun ada... Pening I nk fikir. Haha..

Ok. Nk rest kejap... Lps ni nak bgn blk..tmrw faruq ada skolah ganti. Got Raya party. Std 1 student kena bwk Ayam goreng. Can't u imagine? Pukul berapa plak nak kena bangun menggoreng ayam. Haiyoo!

Testing