Nisfu Syaaban..

Salam Nisfu Syaaban everyone,

Hope you are happy and in a good shape celebrating the holy Nisfu Syaaban..

Quoted from Umie Aida's status update on FB:

Malam nisyfu Sya'ban jatuh pada hari AHAD 23 JUN malam ISNIN 
(Hari Nisfu Syaaban adalah hari dimana buku catatan amalan orang-orang Muslimin selama setahun diangkat ke langit dan diganti dengan buku catatan yang baru. Catatan pertama yang akan dicatatkan dibuku yang baru akan bermula sebaik sahaja masuk waktu Maghrib. Salam maaf dipinta,smoga buku baru lebih diberkati..amin.


I hope we can be better person for our future undertakings.. Insya-Allah. I am feeling happy and contented today.. Me and hubs cited Yaasin after we performed solat together. This is the first time we recited Yaasin for Nisfu Syaaban.. Alhamdulillah... We slowly move towards meaningful life :)

I remember during my childhood time, Arwah Abah and Mak never failed recited Yaasin together during Nisfu Syaban every year. Not even that, we (me, Ata and Ijut) were trained to recite Yaasin every Thursday night after Maghrib..  And now bila dah tua and they were already in better place, I rarely recited Yaasin. Will make that a good habit.

I'll better stop here, need to prepare for working tomorrow. :( malasnya.. huhuhu..

Nite peeps..

Aktiviti Farissa (Mama yang buat) masa cuti sekolah..

Salam Jumaat,

How are you lovely ladies.. Hopefully semuanya sihat-sihat belaka.. I pulak tak berapa nak sihat. Demam and cirit-birit since yesterday.. This morning memang tak larat sangat-sangat. After few hours sleeping, now rasa mcm dah lega sikit..Everytime demam mesti I cirit-birit sekali. Tapi takde la teruk sampai perut memulas-mulas, only mild one. Hopefully cepat recover... Ok, let's move on straight to the subject.

Masa cuti sekolah hari tu, we went to Alamanda. Saje jalan-jalan and kebetulan ada MPH buat sale. Bought this package of balloon box untuk Farissa. Dia nampak je box tu terus peluk taknak lepas. Confirm la kena beli. Faruq pulak beli set of origami tapi mostly mcm mana nak buat plane punya origami..

The box comes with balloons (of course), pam dengan step-by-step book.

Balloon animals

So, hubs gave a shot to try. Asyik la meletup. Lama-lama dia fed-up. Farissa passed it to me pulak.. So I gave it a try.. Memang susah gak eventho dah ada step-by-step instructions. Benak ke apa mama dia nie..
hahahha... So I try buat yang nie..

Steps for beginners.. Passed! :)

Cuba buat nie pulak!

Ni hasil dia.. hahaha.. panjang pulak badan si Boomers nie..

Berjaya la jugak buat anjing nie ha.. tp takde la 100% serupa dengan gambar... Seriau bab memintal-mintal tu.. Takot meletup...

And then, yg nie, I cuba-cuba jaya buat own invention.. setelah percubaan nak buat bentuk lain ikut buku tu gagal.. hahahha...

Own invention.. hahah...

Farissa was so happy.. Dia memang suka balloon pintal nie.. Everytime kalau ada clown kt shopping complex, mesti dia beratur nakkan balloon nie... Clown buat balloon ni bukan main laju lagi... and of course macam-macam bentuk pulak tu...Takpe.. biar lambat asal selamat.. hahahha...

Ok tu je for now... Ada masa saya merepek lagi... Bye lovelies.. Happy weekends.. :)

Cuti Terpaksa..

Tarik nafas.... lepas... ah... baru la lega dapat bercuti hari nie. Walaupun bukan cuti yang dirancang..tetap lega dapat rehat-rehat kat rumah dengan Echah..

Malam tadi babysitter called bagitau ade emergency, terpaksa cuti.. Cepat-cepat sms my boss mintak cuti.. Nasib baik dia kata ok.. Babysitter nie tak pernah ambik cuti even kalau dia demam sekalipun.. Imagine dia jaga Faruq dari umur 3 tahun sampai now dah 8 tahun. And Farissa pun sejak lahir sampai la sekarang.. Takpe la.. Let her settle her matters.

I pulak sekarang tengah simptom-malas-nak-kerja. Rasa nak nangis tiap kali nk g kerja. Melampau tak? Hahahah... Once in a while mesti akan rasa macam nie..

Ok la peeps.. nak menikmati hari-hari yang indah tanpa memikirkan hal kerja... Adios... Take care lovelies...

Sangat stress!!

Hello lovelies,

So sorry for the long hiatus babes... Tak tahu la apa yg di-bzkan sampaikan x berupdate lama bebeno... Sigh..

Sekarang mode sgt stress.. Stress kerja, stress hidup segala lah! Maybe sebab 1st day period kot.. Ada rasa nak resign 24 hours terus!

This week and next week kan cuti sekolah. X dpt nak spend time sgt dgn budak2 ni. Starting Ahad onwards until Khamis, outstation ke Utara.. Sigh.. Part travel paling malas.. Ntah kenapa..

Semalam cuti, farissa pulak x sihat.. So kami spent time kat rumah je.. So today I half day.. Curi masa bwk diorang jalan2 kat Empire walaupun tau kat office tgh bz sgt! Rasa guilty kat budak2 office sbb tinggalkan kerja mcm tu je tadi..dgn guilty jugak kt si Faruq n farissa kalau x dpt bwk they all jln2... Tak suka situasi tersepit mcm ni..

Seeing them happy running around.. Gelak2.. Makes me felt much more guilty. Nak resignnnnnn!!! Herghh..

Dah la my niece, Noi lagi 2 weeks.. Lagi bertambah stress sebab takdan sgt nk menolong my SIL wat preparation..

Ya Allah tolong tunjukkan hambaMu ini jalan... Permudahkan urusan hidup kami..Amin..

Happy belated 3rd birthday Farissa..

She's now 3 since last Sunday 300313.. And we celebrated her birthday kat rumah Atuk dia kt Muar..

No fancy birthday party.. No custom made banner, cakes etc.. Sorry sayang.. Mama xnak biasakan anak2 mama mewah2 mcm tu.. Biar simple but meaningful. Happy sgt atuk dgn nenek dpt celebrate birthday cucu dia..

Some of the pics.. Mama loves you so much..

Hibernated!

Salam peeps,

How was your day? I hope everything moved perfectly. Mine was ok.. Alhamdulillah.. Bz juggling between work and personal, family to be exact..

Some was Ok, some wasn't.. It is called normal life.. Kalau hidup ni happy memanjang, bukan hidup namanya.. Kan?

I hope my busy-ness and whole hearted commitment to work will worth.. Kesian kt my family. Lesser time spent tapi tak berbaloi..

I some how think is it worth it? Am I being "used" for just work sake? And suddenly, i terfikir.. One of the colleague told me.. Kita takkan dapat dua-dua.. Kalau ko terlampau fokus pada kerja, ko kena letakkn family nombor dua atau kalau ko fokus pada family aje, kerja ko kena letak nombor dua..

And now I think what he said is somehow true.. Sekarang ni, I mmg slalu balik lewat..kengkadang bila balik, cuma ade sejam dua masa utk the kids.. Lps tu I dah sibuk nak tidur.. Penat.. Or bukak laptop buat kerja lagi.. Faruq and Farissa demanded my attention yang kengkadang buat I naik geram coz I duk fikir pasal kerja..

Pernah jugak terfikir nak berhenti tapi... Kena jugak selesaikn hutang2 especislly PTPTN.. Takkan nak bebankn hubs?

Yang paling sedih last 2 weeks, both kids kena admitted kt ward.. Masa tu I kat Melaka outstation.. Skarang 70% of the tasks as parent, hubs yang buat.. Berbaloi ke?

I know dilemma ni memang selalu berlaku to career mum.. But in my situation mcm x nmpak pon yg I boleh excel in my career.. Byk faktor penghalang pun..rasa mcm digunakan pon ade.. Hmm..

Fikir punya fikir, I think I need to slow down a bit.. Focus more to family.. Kalau perlu kena downgrade position pon xpe..janji anak-anak terurus.. Or cari kerja lain?

Oh.. Dilemmanyaaaa... Blog ni pon dh x terjaga dah..

Honestly, i dah penat, rasa mcm nk jumpa arwah mak, arwah abah.. Nak borak2 tentang apa saja.. Malas nk ganggu kawan2.. My besties ade yg pregnant.. Ade yg baru kehilangan Mak jugak (ni pun i xleh commit nak visit dia). Sorry awak .. :(

Oklah sebelum merempan dgn lebih lama, I better stop..

Good night people..sweet dreams..

Love, R.

Kiddos!

Last Saturday, I was busy hanging clothes outside.. I was about to enter my house to get some more hangers, I felt the floor was a bit slippery... And i can smell the scent of baby johnson's talc all over the house..

And then I found this...

-_-

                               
I looked around and saw the talc was al over the hall. Sofa, cushion, floor.. And even my phone.. The screen is now covered with talc every where!

Somebody was trying to wipe out the evidence..

Hmmm... great news was the day after the scene, the weekly cleaner came.. but the sad news was, I had to clean up some of the talc first coz the floor was so slippery!

Anak oh anak!